I posted a craigslist listing back in April looking for a cuckold relationship in LA county and included my picture, but I live in Orange County. I was hoping none of my friends in OC would venture to the LA County site and find me there haha. I'm not a bad looking guy and I figured if I showed the girls that I'm no creep, they'll respond.
I received two responses to that listing from girls who wondered why I had this fetish. I told them why, then they both pointed out something that I never thought about. If I start the relationship off letting my girl screw around, she's a slut for herself, but if i find a nice girl, develop a relationship then let her screw around, she'll be MY slut. So I deleted the listing.
So I ended up putting a listing in OC looking for a normal relationship earlier this month. Well this girl responded and we've been IMing for a while. Then she tells me she saw ANOTHER listing with a picture of me! Now I'm like "oh crap" she must've saw the cuckold listing in LA, this can't be, what is she going to think of me?" I tried to shrug it off by telling her that I have to see this listing, and how i've only posted one listing with my picture (the normal relationship one in OC).
Now I'm worried
and scared. There are two possible ways that this can turn out:
1. She finds out that I'm lying and I really did put that listing up. Her other friend who also saw the listing will agree with her that i'm "sick and twistd" and we stop communicating.
2. She doesn't think too much of it, we continue to talk, we hook up, she surprises me by cucking me later in the relationship
Should I shrug this off pretending that someone impermisterated me? Or should I keep probing her, and asking her if this listing that she "does not remmeber" mention anything about cuckoldry. But if she says yes, then she's going to wonder how I know, then she'll realize that I really did post up the listing...
