Is she cheating on me? Its official I am a cuckold

Interesting read, please do update

Oh, I have 2 kids from a previous marriage, we get them in school holidays only, thats why we often have big gaps in "activities" we have agreed that nothing will take place when the kids are with us. They live in a differnt state, so I dont get to see them often.
SBh

Well so far the only 'permanent' femminization is shaving and panties and nighties. She has not told me what she wants me to do next.
No one has said anything, I am not very hairy anyway so it is noticeable but not obvious

No our marriage was pretty equal maybe 60 40 in her favor. I think my wife does have a plan, i think she has decided how far to take all this, of course she is not sharing that information with me.

She also knows that we do have limitations, ie kids 3 or 4 times a year, my job. Yes it has been way to fast IMO

Well it has gone a bit quiet, but tonight my wife is going on a 'girls night out' with two divorced friends of hers. She told me that she "may get lucky" I must say I was suprised as I thought that she was sort of permanent with Brian, apparently not.
Chloe

SB64 what happened to you??? you were my favorite poster on this site, your last post was over 6 weeks ago, how is it all going?

Here's my 2 cents worth. She already is! No ifs and or buts. If she was thinking you wouldn't be getting the brush off. I live alone and have 6 different married woman whom I entertain. A couple the husbands know and want pics a couple the husbands don't know but regardless a couple a nurses and they even check out guys while they are on the table knocked out. Woman are more of a sensous and sexual creature than us...They just don't reveal it. Sorry that it's happening but if you go with it you'll be fine if not...start looking for strange!

Hi to everyone out there, I am sorry I have not posted for so long, for a number of reamisters, mostly because my computer broke and I had to use my wifes until I got a new one purchased and then set up.

Well the last month or 2 has been interesting, life has steeled down into a sort of pattern, my last post was Nov 9th the night my wife went out to a bar with friends and did not come home till the next morning. As expected she found a guy at the bar and went home with him. She told me the next day that he was enormous and that she had a great time fucking someone new, but that the sex was not nearly as hot as with Brian.

Since then she has seen Brian maybe 5 times, its alwasy at our house now, and although I get very humiliated opening the door when he arrives, and serving takes to them before and after.

My femminization has continued, apart from being shaven all over all the time. I now relax enfemm everynight and am now permanently in panties and hose. She calls me Chloe most of the time. She has told me that the next step is full dressing, including makeup and that by the time she sees Brian next ( 3 weeks approx) she wants me to open the door as Chloe.

As regards sex, of course I am still being denied by her, I cant remmeber when we last had any intercourse. She is in an almost permanent state of arousal these days. When she cant see Brian (like the next 3 weeks) I have to service her by mouth everynight. She usually "forgets" about me, and if I ask I am punished. I am allowed to "take care of myself" on condition I am reading stories about TGs having sex, and that its only once a week. After I have pleased her she will sometimes reemember to give me a handjob. Oh and I got my erections back, dont know what happened there??

So thats my life for the last 2 months, sorry again for not posting.
Chloe

Sorry, really struggling to get time to carry on.
In the morning i put on the clothes she left out for me, it was a short white cotton skirt and a baby blue top, it was really tough as I had to put on makeup myself, which i am no expert at. So by the time I had got ready and made them cofee and toast, it was nearly 10am. I knocked gently on the door, no answer. So I opened it, picked up the tray and went in. they were lying arelax on the bed, the sheets were mangled, the room reeked of sex, she was lying alseep, her head on his chest. There she was my wife! in all our married life she never slept nude. in fact whenever we had sex in the past, she always pulled the covers over, saying she was self concious. There she was nude uncovered reeking of sex, i was hit with a bolt of realisation, there is no going back from here, my old life will never come back.

I am standing here in heels and a short skirt, i am wearing makeup and I have boobs. I am standing here dressed as a woman not only in front of my wife, but also a man!!!! The feeling was quite indescribable, its a feeling of being totally helpless, worthless, but yet something inside me knew that this is where i am meant to be and that seeing my darling relaxing there so contented filled me with pride, she deserves everything she wants, i just want to make her happy.

She stirred and her eyes opened, Chloe she said, you are late, I told you 930. She woke Brian and said the bitch didnt wake us at 930. Sorry I said, put the tray down and go to your room Chloe I will deal with you later. So off I went, cheeks buring with offense. As I left, I heard him say its too late I have to get back before Tina gets home from her trip. I heard her say im going to punish that Chloe, I need to feel you insdie me one more time.

Well I waited in my room, eventually she called me, I am very dissapointed in you Chloe, by not following my instructions, I lost out on my mornign orgasm, so that means that you are not to have any relief for a month, and if i catch you playing with that little clitty of yours, I will arrange to have it cut off. Understand? yes i said, yes ma am she said, yes ma am.

That was last week or so, its the longest I have ever been without any relief, its going to be a long tough month.

to answer your questions, I do like the name, Chloe, I dont think of myself as a girl, but rather someone not worthy of being a husband. So when i post about my cuckold life, im am chloe hope that sort of makes sense

Work colleauges friends etc dotn know or suspect anything I hope, we agrred to keep our lifestyle secret.

Yes she does seem very hot from him at the moment, I thought she was getting bored of him a few months back.

No i have not had to clean her up since that one time

Brian is a bit uncomfortable around Chloe I would say, he is not an experinced bull, just a guy cheating on his wife, giving my wife a lot of pleasure. I think he only toched my bottom, because he wanted to show my mrs hes cool wiht what shes doing. Luckily for me, I cant see him ever wanting to do anything with me.

Hope that answers the questions?
Chloe

BTW thanks to everyone for the fantastic support shown

SB64 or should i say Chloe, thank god you are back, I thought maybe you left us in the lurch. please try and keep us updated on what is happening in your life, yours is the best post/story on this wonderful site.

You write so beautifully and, express your feelings so well, I hope you are enjoying what is hapening to you as much as we all are.

Thank you so much Chloe for having token the time to post.
This is tremendous.
But why dit you wait 10 to wake them up. It was not very fair indeed.
Your spouse should have had another orgasm from a reel man and you did not give her this chance ! This is a fault for sure.
Was it a conscious act or not ?
Please tell us.

One thing i am curious about : is the room were you relax far from your marital room were your wife is honoured like she has to be by Brian. And if not too far, do you ear them while they make love ? And most of all, do you try to ear them, do you have this temptation ?

By the way, how was that Valentine day for you ?
Were you so kind to organise for your spouse a good fuck by Brian ?

Impatient to read you again !
demimolle,
voyeur-branleur inoffensif et respectueux

Thanks for the support, I think maybe it was subconcious I really don't know why, mostly because puting on makeup is so hard, I had to shave twice to make my face smooth, It just took longer than I expected.

The room I relax is the opposite end of our house from the main bedroom, I cannot hear anything. Valentines day was nothing special, Brian is married and is actually cheating on his wife seeing mine. His wife is some sort of high powered executive and travels a lot for her work. I suppose his wife was home.

Interesting development, she has broken it off with Brian. It seems that she is looking for a more cuckold based relationship, whereas he is looking for an affair. it seems he is married to one of these high powered corporate exec type wives, who has put her job before him.

My wife told me that she is really into the whole cukolding thing, and that Brian had tried to get into that, but in the end of the day thats not what he was after. He wanted to keep on seeing her, but she said no, its time for her to find a real bull and continue the cuckolding proces with me. I am really not to certain what this means for me, as it only happened yesterday. To my thinking my wife has been doing a pretty full on cuckolding job on me, go figure.

But what is making me nervous is what does she mean, continue teh cuckolding process with me??? I thought she was done. Any suggestions or advice?

SB,
Your wife wants to continue to power feminize you according to the model she's following from AK Rememko in Femme Your Hubby. Have you forgotten this "manual"?:

This is an excerpt from "Installment #2" which she has already accomplished with you:
"This is a good time to talk about selection and use of the gurl's
femme name. She may have already selected one or may wish the
wife to select one for her. In any event it's not advisable to
postpone it any longer. If she hasn't selected one, it's best for
the wife to propose a number of options from which her gurl may
select. TGurls unlike most of the world get to pick a name at the
time of their "birth" as gurls and doing so presents tangible
evidence of their acceptance of the new status quo.

"The wife should provide a viable (read "reamisterable") list of names
from which the gurl may select. This is the name the gurl will
present to the world in her new permistera. As much fun as it may
be, saddling the gurl with a moniker like "Easy" or "Fellatia"
just isn't done. (The author recalls with fondness a gurl with a
record of armed robbery who was given the name "Robyn Banks". Such
wry humor is a joy to behold.) The gurl may think about her
options for a time or even suggest another. As long as both are
happy with a reamisterable choice, it's a good one. If genuine
femming is the wife's goal then this is the name she should use in
addressing her gurl whenever practical. Use of the boy name
should be minimized at worst and eliminated at best."

You should re-read installments 2, 3 and 4 to see your future as a "Femme Your Hubby" manipulated man:
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For example, here's an excerpt from installment 2:
"Wives may not want to hear this but if their gurl has no natural
predisposition to date it's going to be the wife's job to line up
and/or bring home her gurl's first guy."

That means she's preparing to find a bi-sexual bull who will be willing to let you suck his cock and "bitch" you in your ass. That's why she's broken off with Brian - he was *** to do this - you said so yourself.

Wake up and smell the coffee Steven. Your wife wants you to be Chloe by having sex as a woman has sex. That means sucking penises and being fucked in your ass.

Ask yourself if you're willing to go down this path. Your wife should at least be willing to prep you with a strap-on. See this site and consider showing it to her:
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Second, think of your boundaries. Consider:
1. You should always have a "safe word." This is a word that you and your wife have pre-agreed you can use during a "scene" that will stop all further action.
2. You should never be restrained (have your arms and legs tied) so that you can not move your self out of a situation that you don't want to continue. Otherwise the activities that your wife wants can be considered ****.
3. Unprotected oral sex (sucking off a guy in your mouth without a condom) is considered not as dangerous for contracting HIV as unprotected anal sex. Anal sex without a condom (also called "bare backing") is considered very high risk behavior for contracting HIV.

SB
The word I typed before that was posted as "****" was R-A-P-E.

Well going further into cuckoldry would be get EASILY laid by anyone good looking...LOTS of guys but NOT you...
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

Thanks to everyone for the help. I think you are all right. I think that she has broken up with Brian as he did nto want to be part of a cukold relationship, he just wanted my wife.

I think that although she loved being woth Brian and clearly loved the sex at the end of teh day its not what she is looking for. I think that she does wntt to complete the fimminization process wih me. I don't know what this means, she has not told me if she wants me to be a girl full time, she has definitely read the Femme Your Hubby manual, I know she found it amazing (her words) and erotic. Not sure what that means for me exactly.

I asked her if she wanted to turn me into a girl and wanted me to have a sex change operation one day, her answer was, I havn't decided yet.


Last night she told me to come to her bedroom (yes she has made me move into the spareroom permanatly. I arrived wearing my pink spotted nightie. She said i looked so cute.

Wha a night we had mmmmmmm. One of the best since this whole thing started. She called me her sexy girlfriend. She lay on the bed and pulled me to her. mmm I love your smooth shaven body,as she rubbed her hands everywhere. Well over the next few hours, we kissed, hugged, licked, sucked and did everything except enter her. We are two girlfriends toinite my darling. I licked her to 3 orgasms. She told me I was not to take off my panties as she did not want to see my little clit as she called it. She rubbed me through my panties and it only took a minute to cumm in my panties. She let me relax in our married bed.

Why can't it it always be like this??

SB,
You are in a river in Egypt - the state of denial.

Did you think asking your wife about a sex change would shock her? How did you feel when she said, "I haven't decided yet?" Do you want a sex change?

You say, "I don't know what this means." Think about it - you are the sole bead winner in your household, correct? You're not yet ready to retire, correct? Do you think she wants to go to work full time, earn the same amount of money as you, and turn you into a full time maid? This isn't likely.

But that doesn't mean she isn't enjoying the power trip that she's on of conquering you. Let's review what she's accomplished:
- Cuckold
- Fully shaved body
- Purfumed bathes
- Full time panties
- disposed of all your male underwear.
- Stockings - she probably still let's you cover your ankles at work with socks, so that you won't loose your job.
- Chosen a female name
- Bought you a wardrobe of dresses
- Clip-on earrings and necklace
- Fully dressed twice in front of Brian
- Moved you out of the bedroom

Guess what, these are ALL milestones on the Femme Your Hubby road. Also saying "I haven't yet decided," is a FYH control phrase.

Here's what's next:
- Purse
- Pierced ears
- Out of the house fully dressed, to a restaurant
- Out of the house fully dressed to a TG bar, encourage you to flirt with men.
- Have you suck her strap-on
- Have you suck her next bull's penis and come in your mouth and swallow.


SB, all you need to do is read the Femme Your Hubby manuals. You're right on track. Enjoy the ride.

Here's the issue. Once she has fully conquered your manhood, you'll no longer be an interesting prey. You sound lonely - a night in the same bed with your wife where the only sex is you serving her is "what a night we had." How will she continue to satisfy her increasing thrist for power when she's conquered all that you have to give?

Wake up - she's on a selfish power trip, and you're enabling her all the way.

Well...denying you is very good...but has sense only if OTHERS fuck her a lot !
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

Hi SB,
It sounds like you're pretty content, but I don't understand the bedroom situation - it sounds pretty isolating and unloving. Don't your get lonely? And why, just because AK Remenko says so?

Could I suggest asking your wife this? -
"Honey, I'm really trying to obey your wishes to feminize me, but I get so lonely when I have to relax by myself. Can I relax with you when you don't have a boyfriend over? I think it will keep us closer together."

Her response can be from love or from AK Remenko.
- AK would suggest Quid Pro Quo negotiation called - there's no such thing as a free lunch. Like, "If you want to relax with me, you'll have to suck off my boy friends."
- A loved based response won't be a negotiation - only heart felt empathy.

SB, seen your answer, u're much more into the feminization trip than in the cuckolding...don't forget : your wife needs COCKS and SPERM for you to lick, and not your clicli...
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

This whole thing started as a cuckold thing the wife turned it into a femminization thing. I fought that part very hard at first as I had no femminine desires before this at all. I was and am very turned on by the idea of my wife fucking someone else. I know that I am not able to satisfy her and am happy in my place as a femminized cuckold.

I have recently started feeling very comfortable in female clothing and think thsi is now something I would like to continue, maybe thats my destiny i dont know.

Mrs let me relax in her room last night, I asked her why she made me relax in the spareroom, her answer was I dont know really I guess its incase I want to bring a real man home, so seeing i dont have one now you may as well relax here for now.

jayj to answer your question I have no desire to be fucked by a bull, but I have accepted that I will do whatever my wife thinks is best for me, so if thats teh way she wants to go, then so be it. I still however dont think she wants to go down that route, I may be wrong.

It's your lives...I permisternally hope she enjoys real cocks soon...and NEVER EVER your's, of course...
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

She is going out to a bar tonite with the same divoced friend she was with the night she met Brian. She told me not to wait up. I am excited that she has decided to start again, as she had been quite inactive since she broke it off with Brian.

Yeah, great ! Hope she gets what she needs, let us know !
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

It's been a few days...is she getting fucked nonstop, dear little Chloe ?
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

Well its been an interesting few days to be sure, and its fair to say we have taken another step down the path she is leading me down. She came home the other night at 4am. She woke me to say goodnite, lets just say it was obvious what she had been doing for the past few hours. Her hair was messed, her white top buttoned up all wrong, her bra missing, her boobs hanging out. In the morning at breakfast she looked stunning as alwasy, I said I dont know how you do it, she said a great fuck will do that for you.

Over breakfast, this is what she told me. I have been very soft on you Chloe very undemanding in fact. Partly because of Brian, who as you know was very into me, but not into cuckolding. Well now I am looking for a bull to fuck me and help me complete teh cuckolding process we have started. Complete? I thought we had finished months ago???

Oh no Girly, we have a way to go. She then set out what she still had in store for me. She told me that from now on I will be cleaning her out after her dates and that I have done it before and that must become a regular part of her dating. Secondly at some future time i would have to service a bull orally and that eventually, she will have her bull "bitch me" . i told her I was not sure about all this, she laughed at me and said I really don't have any option so I may as well enjoy it. And finally her bombshell, she wants me to start in hormones. i told her i wouldnt be comfortable starting right now. her answer was a short bitchy laugh saying let us see about that tomorrow.

Steven,
Have you passed the point of no return? Of course not, just say no and leave. That's your choice. Your wife has been clear from the beginning. This is where her path leads.

How do you feel about this? This is ultimate offense. Are you ready for this? You are choosing this path, because you haven't said no.

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Cleaning, fair enough !!! Il like the plural of "her dateS"...isnt'it much better if MANY men can enjoy her cunt ? So, your exclusion is much more complete...

As for hormones...dunno...better if some of your pityful manhood remains, in view of offense...and pain...
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine