Is she cheating on me? Its official I am a cuckold

I have to thank Rebecca and others for the advice to tell my wife to invite Brian back here to fuck her in our marraige bed. Well I finally told her 2 days ago and the last 2 days have been amazing.

Firstly I cant get the thought of her being pleased right here in our bed, I am so excited I can't wait. This has been a major breakthrough for me, I am so desperate for it to happen now, I have realized that I am destined for a life of happiness as a cuckold, I am going to get a lot of pleasure I realise that in order to get the full benefit I must embrace it.

Thanks to all of you who gave me the advice to just accept and embrace what is happening, you were all so right.

I told my mrs who of course was delighted and said she cant wait to include me more in her sex life.

So waiting for Brian's visit.........

SB64 so exciting, am so happy for you, so pleased its all going so well, can't wiat for the big night......

OMG its hapenning, she told me today that she spoke to Brian and he has agreed to come over tomorrow night. I can see how excited my wife is, and truthfully so am I. I am not sure how I will feel when it actually happens , but more on that when i post an update.

Well its over and done, what a night, I think it was one of the most amazing nights of my life. Its hard to describe my feelings. I Can't really fond the words, maybe out of this world???

Well here is how the night unfolded, I got back from work to find my wife dressed already in a very sexy short black mini dress, she looked stunning, she gave me a big hug and kiss and wispered in my ear, I am so excited and I love you so much for going along with this. So was very aprehensive , not sure what was going to happen or how I would feel.

We ate a quick light meal she had made and sat around nervously waiting. I had a few takes to help me I must admit. Then I heard a car, my heart skipped a beat, I looked across at my beautiful wife, she had a look on her face I have never seen before, sheer lust i think is the only way to describe it. Then a knock at the door, she went to open it, I heard them speaking softly, then silence, after about a minute they came into the room , they were holing hands, they had been kissing her lipstick was smudged. what a weird feeling seeing your wife, holding the hand of another guy. Well as you can imagine the next few minutes were very awkward. I knew that Brian new everything, my wife told me that she had told him everything about us even that we hadnt had any sex since the start of her relationship with him.

We sat around making awkward small talk, they of course sat together on the couch. After about 10 minutes of this, she decided is was enough and leaned across and kissed him. I could see he was a bit taken aback at first, he had never done anythign like this before. But after a little encouragement from her he staretd getting into it. I just sat there it was like a dream, but I have never been so turned on in my life. Soon his hands were everywhere, rubbing her breasts her thighs, OMG how badly I wnated to touch her too. It was like my wife had been taken over by another woman, she was so responsive, nothing like she ever was with me. I just sat there transfixed, what an unbelievable scene, what a turn on. Soon he had his hand up her dress and I saw the look when his finger must have touched her clit. They soon forgot i was there as they got more and more into it. I sat opposite them I have never been so hard in my life. It was as hot as any porn movie I have ever seen. She had his pants open, and I saw for the first time, his cock which she said was about 2 inches longer and quite a bit thicker than mine. She got up and lay him down on the couch and was soon slurping away as it, again something she very rearely ever did with me. Well she sucked him to a powerful orgasm, swallowing as much of his cumm as if it was precious. Then it happened, she climbed off him and walked across to me, this wanton woman, her dress top open, her breasts showing, her bra pushed up, she looked like a s ex godess. She leaned over me and kisssed me I opened my mouth and she pushed a mouthful of his cumm into my mouth. Her one hand was rubbing my rock hard little cock, while she fed me her lovers cumm. She pulled away and said swallow, as she said it I came in my pants, I swallowed his cumm, it wasnt too bad!!! it made me feel so weak and so helpless, as I did it. But the overwhelming feeling of love for my wife and the feeling of knowing how happy she was at this moment was very poewrful. I didnt get to see anymore that night. She told me they were going to out bed and that I had seen enough for one night and that I must relax in the spareroom. She wispered she loved me and was so proud of me, she took Brian by the hand and off they went to our married bed.

I went off to the spareroom, she had made up a bed for me there, on it was the pink nightie, I didnt hesitate to put it on, I knew my place. I lay in bed in that pink nightie, knwoing my wife was fucking Brian in my bed, but for some sytrange reamister I felt good.....

OMG sb64, this is terrfic !!
What a greatefull moment !
I wish so much you tell us more about this night.
And I would have so many questions
I dare 2 of them :
did he watch you as you ware takeing and swallowing his sperm ? Was he smiling ?
What happened the following morning ?
Hoping to read you very soon
demimolle,
voyeur-branleur inoffensif et respectueux

Hope you HEARED...and cleaned
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

Demimolle, happy to answer any questions, feel free to PM me if you'd like. Fraid to say nothing happened in the morning, I eventaully fell arelax, when I woke in the morning, Brian was gone, mrs was arelax, I showered and went to work, later that day I got a text from my wife saying I looked in on you saw what you where wearing , I love you xxx.

SB64, i love this story I am so happy for you that everything has worked out so well, please keep us updated how everything goes.

Sillyfemdude, she put out pink panties with the nightie, which I also put on that night. Since then however I am back in Mens, she has not said anything about it either way

Last night in bed, she asked me what my feelings were after the other noght when Brian was here, I told her that it was one of the most amazing nights of my life, and that I was torn between the pain of losing her and the incredible feelings of presentation and love for her, and how I had never felt so sexually alive that night. She said that I had not lost her and that her love for me was much stronger now than it had ever been. She said that our lack of intimacy and poor sex life had clouded her feelings for me and now that was out of the way, we could really have an incredible marriage. She asked me to 'let go' of everything and go along for the ride and that she new what was good for me and that I should trust her, as she said this she was gently rubbing her soft hands all over my body. I flet such deep love for her and knew that this was my destiny, I agreed that I would let go and fully embrace whatever she had in mind for me. I told her that whatever she wanted I would do and that she was in full charge of my life forever. She kissed me and told me again she loved me. I was so emotional I was actually crying, but it was tears of joy not of unhappiness.

Thanks to everyone for their incredible advice along this journey of mine, your advice to embrace whatever was happening to me was very true, I have never been so happy.....

Hi sb,

Well done, I knew you could do it.
May I wish you and your wife every happiness in your new life new together.

Becca
Rebacca Young

Thanks Becca, your advice was invaluable, I will keep posting my story if people are interested

I am too.

SB64, please continue to keep us updated with the exciting events in your life, I for one have found your evolving story to be one of the best on this site, please keep it coming

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Quick update, Brian is away at the moment, so Wednesday night in bed she said she was horny, for a moment I got excited, maybe she would change her mind and let me enter, but sighhh that was not to be. When she said she was horny I saod well as Brian is away I can take care of you, she said oh yeah? how would you plan to do that??? I said whatever she wanted, she said well seeing I was so pathetic in bed, maybe it would be best for all concerned if she used her dildo.

So what happend is she made me strip and she had a dildo and a harness, well she put the harness on me and attached the dildo, which was almost double my penis, made me lie on my back and proceeded to fuck herself on the dildo. The stranges part of all was however I did not really get hard at all, I dont know why, but i was very turned on but enable to get ereect at all. Well she had a great time coming twice, she then told me to play with myself, which i was unable to do as I could not get hard???? she found this amusing and said you see you realkly do wnat to be femminized. She got out the pink nightie and said put this on, you are worthless as a man anyway. I have been relaxing in the pink nightie since then, yesterday I noticed she has taken all my male pyjamas away. I think she is back on the femminization track again. I am really worried about my ability to get hard, I am really struggling, its been 4 days and todya was teh first day that i have been able to get palf hard??? I dont know what is ahppening to me.

isn't luv wonderful? That link is the sickest story I've ever heard. Why not just divorce him? And sometimes I think it's bad to be alone?

Hi SB.
Why don't you talk with your wife about this problem.
Just showing your fears, asking her for her opinion and for advices.
And see how she reacts.
demimolle,
voyeur-branleur inoffensif et respectueux

Sounds like you need to buy a Baby Monitor or Webcam and install in it your (her)bedroom and listen to or watch the action.

if I can put my 2¢ in here. So far you have followed along and on everything she's told you to do. The one thing you've been resistant about seems to be the feminization aspect. If I were you, I would think about making her happy in this way, because eventually it seems to me she's going to get resentful about you stopping that part of what she's got in mind for you. She's already told you, she no longer considers you a man. {i too was told this. I was also told to stop thinking i had a cock, she's known all sorts of cocks, and wat i have doesn't make her cum or qualify}
She has told you that she thinks of you as a lesbian lover, she has you licking her and using dildoes. You already are wearing a nightie and panties. She has already got you to wear a strap on, and you remained soft the entire time.
As you are already so naturally submissive, it's just a matter of time before you overcome your silly fears, start becoming the woman she expects you to be. I know from permisteral experience, that if you stop one section of what he's got in mind, other areas will escalate in ways you've never expected and might really hate, including her falling in love elsewhere or like mine did, deciding lesbians were the way to go.
I also suspect that deep in your heart you know this and eventually you going to give in. So why forestall the inevitable?
Relax and enjoy the ride.

Also, another idea might be to ask her how you can please her better and more intensely. Tell her how happy it make you to try hard to please her and make Her life better.
If she says she wants you more feminine again, that it might be in your best interest to begin behaving that way.
For example ask her if it's OK to use the bathroom when you need to go and use sissy language to describe the activity, for example call it going sissy tinkles, and let her know that you no longer stand when you pee, is it OK to leave the door open so that she can see you in there. tell her how happy you are to be serving her in order to make her dreams come true, and to make a life more fulfilling -- let her know you consider it a privilege serving her, as you feel closer than ever to her. Tell her you want to serve her better and you want to be the best girl you can be.
Ask her if she will take you shopping for skirts and you can wear that she will enjoy seeing you in. How about a bra fitting?
So far, she's been a step ahead of you every inch of the way. I think most here reading this will agree, it's a matter of time before you a living as the simpering sissy creature that he has decided to make you into.
Ask her what other imaginative ways you can serve her.
Start referring to what's between your legs as clitty just as she does.
Tell her you've been thinking about how much fun it would be to be her Submissive lesbian lover. She asking you to be close to her that way and you are resisting.
Ask her what female names or degrading nicknames she's already dreamed up to call you?
Ask her if she's discussed you and your cuck submissiveness with anyone, your feminization, with Brian or any GF's? Did they laugh?
i have been discussed with her GF, a few studs and her Doctor, all knew i wear panties and sit to tinkle.
Let her know how happy you are that she's being fulfilled in ways that you are totally incapable of and how you will try to support heard every way you can. Ask her if you can begin to serve her is her permisteral maid. Can youserve her after she showers? Can you give her a bath pre date or post date? Would dressing you as a maid b e more comfortable for her. Isnt' her cucking you, being fulfilled and being pleased about taking more loving care of her?
Try harder within yourself to surrender to her completely. It's also more than likely a matter of time before you are on the receiving end of the strap on.
Realize too, whether you want to believe this or not, you already are in a state of transformation and she's takling you where she wants to go and making you into what she wants you to be, you are just being guided, so stop fighting and try harder. Be truthful, yOu are going to give in anyway.
My life would have been better if i had relaixed these things sooner.
Many here would give up a body part to be in your panties and nightie, girl, myself included.

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Hi everyone, been a while since I last posted. A bit has happened since in the last 2 weeks. Firstly thanks for all the advice both here and in IM's it has been invaluable. Where do I start.

Firstly I am definitly suspicoous that she is somehow feeding me something, as I am really struggling to get and specially maintain an erection. A few evenings ago she told me there was a present for me on my bed and that she was feeling horny. Well on the bed laid out for me was a whole outfit of girls clothes and a note. It said out this on and come to the loungeroom when you are ready. There lain out was a pink cotton dress and pink panties and a pink Bra, also next to the clothes was a long blond wig and size B breast forms. The note said put in the clothes and call me to do your makeup.

Well there stood, this was the moment, this was where I made my choice, I could fight her or give in, I knoew I didnt have a choice, so I slowly put the clothes on and then called her. She came into the bedroom, I stood there in the pink dress, its hard to describe how I felt, humiliated but yet somehow totally relaxed, she looked at me, nodded and smiled saying atta girl. Well within half an hour I was made up and, she took me to teh mirror, I got to admit the results were surprising, I really did look very different and I think very good (so did she by the way), it felt very strange but very intense. She was so excited, she kpet saying things like we are going to be such great girlfriends, and I cant wait to get you out (OUT!!!!) , well after a bit she took me to teh closet wher there were 5 or 6 dresses hanging up, I have been shopping for my girl she said. Well we played dressups for a while, then she pushed me back oin the bed and literally jumped me.

I am soo haorny she said, I need to be fucked, she threw my skirt up burrowed into my panties took out my cock and said Ok I changed my mind you can fuck me, I need it now. But i could not get hard enough to get in her, it was so frustrating, teh will was there but it just wouldnt get hard enough, she tried to stuff it in her but it was never going to work. "hmm she said, see I was right you are not a man after all, I knew that you were a girl all this time" So she got her strapon and made me fuck her to 2 orgams with it. I asked her afterwards if she had given me any hormones or haves because I cant get hard, she said, " why would that worry you, your little clittty is useless anyway" so i realyl dont know.

Secondly the next morning when i got dressed for work, all my underwear was gone, she had thrown it all away. She had bought me 5 pairs of panties in various colors, and told me that they are all I can wear from now on. She also told me she had got rod of all my male PJs too and replaced them with nighties. She is really escallating things at the moment.

BTW Brian gets back this week, shes hoping to see him soon

My wife has cjeated on me for 20 years, she only admits to it when she is takeing and then afterwards says she said it just to hummor me!
She denies that she likes to do other men, but I have so much proof, from semen detection samples from getcheckmate.com, I lift pubic hairs off her clothing and pads with tape and save them , none of them are my pubic hairs, I take pics of her stained panties, I check her pads in the rubish and use magnifying glass to find pubic hairs i also use semen detection on the pads, i save them and date them for future evedince, I have a micro digital voice recorder in areas of her office and car, I have a gps device on her car, NOT YET 100% but have just about all I need, she is very cunning and she is THE BEST LIER I have ever met.
I told her it's ok with me just admit you HAVE and are doing it! Once in a while she will "tell me a story" but generaly denies any infidelity.
I could go on and on but just wanted to add my 2 cents to this topic.

Hmm well yes that could well apply to her. Yes I am chosing to allow her to do this to me, but to be honest I must admit, that it is a lot better than i ever imagined it would be. I thought would hate the femminization part but it feels quite good in a sense. I feel very relaxed and very sensual.

I dont know much about this whole thing but maybe my lack or erections is some how connected to this whole cuckolding thing, maybe its a mental thing????

Wearing Women's clothes for a sissy is a very relaxing thing, almost any sisy here can tell you that, it feels like you are centered and calm, as all of you tension disappears.
i have never taken a Woman with a strap-on, it must be quite emasculating, her enjoying the cock you could never bring her.
In terms of you being a sissy, have tiy been acting, moving, behaving and speaking more femininely? Has she taken you shopping yet? Has she taken you out dressed as yet?

No I have not been out the house, yes i miust say I am much more demurre when I am wearing woman's clothes.

I asked her again about whether she had slipped me something to make me lose my erections, I mentioned the considerabel health risks and she answered " my darling girl, I would never do anything that would put you in any risk in any way" so I presume that means she hasnt, which in a way is even more worrying!!

It could also mean that he's putting something less potent into your take, like something herbal or even something like salt peter. And you are right, it could be something psychological. When she responded to you, did she continue to look into your eyes or did she look away from you? If she looked away she probably covering up something.
Worry and distrust can do a tremendous job on any male, especially a sisisy being able to perform.
When she was running around on me, it was a few times when I couldn't perform as well. She kept asking me, "what's wrong ?" What was wrong was, I knew she was running around. She is to tell me that meant I didn't want her. The truth was I wanted her but I also knew that she preferred women.

Well I have had some morning erections, sort of, not complete but in part. She was looking into my eyes when she answered, I think that she didnt goive a direct answer more to give me the message that she is on control and doesnt have to answer me of she doesnt want to.