Is she cheating on me? Its official I am a cuckold

Sillyfemdude, thanks so much for the post, I have to admit it scraed the hell out of me, I have had a look at the manual and its very very scray. I also had a look at the other websites you suggested all very scary. I think that the agreement my wife and I came to has delayed any developments in this area, maybe for a while. Do you think maybe that why she has gone quiet?

I tried to initiate sex last night, she told me that I should know that she is not interested in any type of sexual contact with her, but that I could lick her to orgasm if I wanted too. I agreed to do that on the basis that I hoped she would look after me in some way or other afterwards. She made me lie on my back on the bed and then proceeded to sit on my face with her legs either side of my head. I licked her like that for about 20 minutes, she came twice and would have carried on but I could not move my tounge anymore. She got off me and started getting ready for bed, I asked what about me, she said what about you? I said that I havnt had any relief for over 3 weeks and I was very very horny. She looked at my erection said, well I am not going to touch it, so you had better take care of yourself then. I was shocked and said no, please hon, please do me. She said, take whats on offer or it will be another month before you get to cumm again. She looked at me with a look that said go on challenge me. I was so embarrased, but yet so turned on. I touched myself for teh first time ever in front of her. I have to admit it was very very erotic and i came in less than a minute. I came so hard that it sprayed everywhere on the bed and even on her foot. Disgusting she said I cant belive you have messed on my leg and on the bed, you are pathetic. She pointed her beautiful foot at me and said lick it up, clean up your mess. I hesitated, Do it now she said, before I knew it i had licked myself off her foot. OMG I was licking up sperm, actually it didnt taste too bad. She said chnage the beddding and went off to shower.

That was all that was said last night.

Thanks again for the help, its not as bad as it may sound, it was for a while, but we had a long chat about everything and we agreed that things were going too fast. She had the 2 nights of sex with Brian and got very excited by the whole cuckolding thing as well as the femminization which she read on FYH. I never found out which one came first though.

After some turmoil, I agreed (happily) to teh cuckolding and she agreed to put the femminization on hold for some time in the future. But the last 2 weeks everything has gone quiet.

Oh and shes not highly computer literate, I am able to clean up well aftermyself.

sillyfemdude
The story of sb64 is really fascinating and you seem to know very well this kind of situation. But tell me, what about love ?
Can such a woman still love her husband ?
What king of love ?
Sorry for this silly question
demimolle,
voyeur-branleur inoffensif et respectueux

Demimolle, my wife says she loves me as much as ever, she just has not desire to have any form of sexual relationship with me, due to my lack of ability to satify her.

Oh yes, she has looked at this site, i dont think she knows about the history folder, but she went to this and other cuckolding sites back around 3 months ago, she isnt a big computer user. She spent a lot of time evidently doing research on the FYH and other such sites as well as many of teh cuckold forums, but it was a long time back, she hasnt been to any interesting sites since she actually slept with Brian. Its almost as if she did her reseach first.

SB64, have you thought about asking her directly what has happened with Brian and why she has gone quiet on that front. I am very interetsed to ask, if you had the option to have your marriage/sex/relationship any way you want what would that be?

To be honest SB64 you sound very confused and maybe you dont actually know what you want, maybe if you sorted your own desires and needs out that may make it much easier to talk with your wife about. Hope I am not being to rude to suggest this SB as you know I am a big fan of yours

You need to kick her as to the curb. That will send her back to reality - the SELFISH bitch!

You try bringing it up while fingering her...in a low husky voice...just say, would'nt it be nice if you had someone else here?

Thanks so much for the wonderful support, its really heartening to know there are so mnay people out there in similar circumstances to me and that so many of you have taken time to offre advice.

I had a long talk with my wife and we have clarified our situation and I think we have an understanding. She went quiet on everythign because of our last discussion. I basically got her to agree to delay any femminization for soem future event, as things were moving too fast, we also had agreed that we would continue the cuckolding side.

Well she has had a tough few weeks she has really come down from the highs of the sexual encounters with Brian, my strong negative reaction to the femminization side also shook her a bit and there is no doubt she went a bit over the top. So now she is having regrets, she is really torn. On the one hand she loves me and wants to stay married, but the sexual side of our marriage does not do anything for her, and after understanding how amazing sex can be (her words) she knows that she needs that in her life. The femminization idea she claimed was her way of being intimate with me, as 2 girls. She also said that my reaction to hearing that she cheated on me was also a big factor as she expected me to be furious and in some ways my mild reaction was so weak and unmanly, it made her want to humiliate me further. I had a strong reaction to not being femminized, but not to fiding out she cheated on me.

I told her that deep down I knew I wasn't satisfying her sexually and that the idea of her cuckolding me was a long held fantasy ( I had not told her this before ever) and that is why my reaction to her cheating was so mixed, I was shattered that she cheated on me, but also excited beyond belief and was/am very happy with that side of things. She said she wants to out everything on hold for a while, i said that I want her to continue to see Brian, but that I hoped we can continue some form of sexual relations. She is going to relax on it and we will talk further.

Sillyfemdude, thanks so much for the support, you have been great, I ddi suggest my wife reads 'around her finger', I will let you know what her reaction was to it

Thanks for the links.... bit of an update, in bed last night, she told me that Brian's wife is going away again for work and that she will be seeing him, so its back on again!!!! It is this week!!!! I told her that I am happy that she will be getting what she deserves. She put her hand on my groin and felt to see if I was hard, which of course I was. "Oh your little clit is hard thinking about Brian fucking me with his big cock, I suppose you want to watch us, I suppose you would enjoy watching a real man satiafy a woman." she said while rubbing the front of my Pajamas, and again I came in less than a minute, she hardly even touched me, she laughed and said it figures doesn't it. This has never happend to me untill recently, as soon as we talk about cuckolding and her and Brian I cumm almost instantly. I was so embarassed, I felt so pathetic. She said clean up your lillte mess, and rolled over, I said do you want me to lick you, she said no thanks I am saving it for Brian.....

I was in Pj's we agrred to hold back on the femm stuff for now, as it was all going too fast for me. She didn't mention the website, but this morning she told me she may see him on Tuesday or Wednesday night. I cant wait I was instantly hard with teh thought.

Firstly sorry for taking so long to post, I couldnt get online. Well she had another night with Brian on Tuesday night. She came home early from work on Tuesday and was soaking in a bath when I got home. She asked me to help her get ready for her date. She told me to go and pick an outfit for her and that Brian would be picking her up and taking her for a meal first. I suggested that maybe it was a bit risky to be seen having dinner with him, she said that they would be going to a very obscure place well away from where she or Brian live. I wasn't too happy about it, but what could i do anyway. I looked for soemthign appropiate, somethign sexy but yet classy. I have to admit it was quite a feeling chosing clothes for my wife to wear on a date. Clothes that Brian would be taking off her. I picked out sexy black underwear, a black mini and a red cami top. She approved of my selections, and made me dress her, which was very erotic as it was the first time I had really touched her in a couple of weeks.

She looked stunning, I was very proud of her, she looked so radiant, she was almost quivering with anticipation. She told me not to wait up, but that she would wake me, she also instructed me not to dare play with that little thing of yours. There was a toot, she pecked me on teh cheek, wispered I love you and she was out the door.

Well I found it hard to relax, I could not get the thoughts of her out my head, so erotic, but yet.. so hard to describe. I ached for her, but I knew that as long as she was happy, so was I.

She woke me at 3am, she looked a bit dishevelled, but wa glowing, OMG she said, wow, this was better than ever before. She told me all about the night, they ate dinner at a small very simple chinese place far from where we both live. She said anyone seeing them would not have thought anything as they didnt touch each other at all. She said that made the anticipation even stronger. So they got back to his place at 9 and went straight to the bedroom. As soon as she sat on the bed he jumped her and almost tore of her clothes. well they did it 3 times, with her cumming so many times she lost count. She said she cant explain why but it feels so good when he is insdie her, so different from when i used to be in her. She is definitley in lust with Brian, but swears she doesnt love him at all. She also told me that she had taken a liking to being on top, later after they had done it a few times. She had never wanted to try any positions with me. She also told me that they were both keen to try anal one day, that Brian wanted to be the first to fuck her ass and that she was keen to let him. i know that by now nothing should shock me, but i was more than shocked to hear how far my little conservative wife had come in just a matter of a few months.

at this stage we were lying in bed together, she put her hand on my shoulder and gently pushed my a bit downwards, darling it would make me very happy if you would go down on me and lick me. I would be very very pleased if you would clean me up a little, she waited, a subtle and gentle pressure pushing me down towards her pussy. What do I do? on the one hand the thought of it made me ill, on the other hand I wanted to do anythign to get closer to her, part of me wanted to do this. So i thought its inevitable I will do it one say so get it over with, she sensed my pause, please my love do it for me, I will reward you I promise, and another push a bit further and a bit harder, before i knew it there i was between her legs, looking right into her pussy, I pulled down her panties her lips were so swollen, the smell as overpowering, a mix of her and him.

Her hand was at teh back of my head relentlessly pushing me towards her lips, i could see abit of Brian's cumm, i felt sick. My mouth touched her swollen lips, gentle babe she moaned. I was enveloped in her, I put my tounge out and started licking. It didnt taste too bad, I must say I was very turned on too at this stage. Well I cleaned her out for 15 mins about, she came twice more, sort of gentle relaxed orgasms. When iwas done, she said held me to her tighly and said my baby that was teh sexiest thing we have ever done together, mmmmm i love you. My erection was straining against her hip, she said do you wnat to cumm? I just said mmmm, she said you can rub yourself against my leg if you like, but you must out a condom on first as I dont wnat you to mess on the bed. I scrambeled to out one on and was back pressed up against her thigh. I was so good to be able to make some sort of physical contact with her even if its through the rubber. Of cousre it didnt take long for me to cumm.

She fell arelax soon thereafter, leaving me feeling a bit stunned with the nights events but happy as any cuckold would be lying next to his well fucked wife after her date.

SB lovely post very erotic too mmm, glad to know that things seem to be working out for you, please keep us informed

That's a great moment. Thank you SB.
But I think next time you should go by yourself to her tender and lovely and very tired vulva. May be sould you kneel like a dog begging for it ? Is the next time coming soon ?
demimolle,
voyeur-branleur inoffensif et respectueux

Thanks for all the advice and wishes. Yes next time will be soon while Brian's wife is away, I think most likely early next week, as shes back later in the week.

Sounds as though everything is progressing smoothly in your life.
When Brian's wife returns, to enable your wife to continue to enjoy her lover to the full, you must offer to let them use your house and and bed to
Rebacca Young

Sorry sb, only part of my previous message appeared.
I was going to say - let them use your marital bed so that your wife can enjoy Brian's lovemaking as often as she wishes. You can be on hand to watch and clean them both afterwards.
Eventually, Brian might wish to use you during the times your wife is unavailable to him, in your pretty lingerie it would make your wife a totally happy woman.
Rebacca Young

beautiful story of your life. keep posting.
secret94901

SB64 I am sooo happy for you it seems like after some dark times things are looking great, sounds to me like Rebecca has some great ideas. Please keep the posts coming.

She is out with him right now, he called and said he had a few hours, i think they have gone to a hotel. I was thinking about saying he can come her but was too scared, maybe next time.

So here I sit horny as hell waiting for my darling wife to come home and tell me all about it.

Well there's the cleaning, and...

And yes maybe be scared (part of the thrill), but do it, HAVE them fuck ur place !
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

You will not experience the thrill and feeling of being a true cuckold until your lovely wife is fucked by her lover in your marital bed, preferably with you watching and cleaning them both up afterwards.
Only then, will you both enjoy the ultimate experience together, and that will exceed any feelings you might have experienced in the past.
Go for it, it has to happen, and it would be best if you could tell Brian yourself that your bedroom is available whenever he wishes to use your wife.
Rebacca Young

I think I love you, Rebecca LOL
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine

Thank you Brutus2.
I do hope sb64 plucks up the courage to fully submit to being a cuckold and anything else his wife desires him to be.
It is the only way he will achieve the ultimate satisfaction and enjoyment of being a true cuckold. Otherwise he is always going to be an outsider in his wife's exciting love life instead of an active participant and sharing every moment with her.
Rebacca Young

That's great sb64.
This time did you start leaking the beloved impenetrable forbidden and though copiously filled vulva of your spouse by yourself, without her asking you to do it ?
Did you even wait for her at the door, kneeling with your mouth wide open and you tongue ready to work ?
demimolle,
voyeur-branleur inoffensif et respectueux

Thanks for all the advice. When my wife came back I asked her if I could clean her out, she was very pleased and of course took me up on my offer. She was only able to spend an hour with Brian as he couldnt get away for long, she onyl came twice and was still very horny when she got home. I licked her clean and she came twice more. She was very happy that I offered to clean her. It wasnt too bad, i did enjoy making her happy though. Afterwards she asked me if i wanted to cumm, I saod of course, she asked me if i would wait till tomorrow as she was very tired and the night was just perfect. I agreed altough I was so horny I couldnt fall arelax for hours.

The next night, she said as a reward for being so good last night, she would reward me. She told me to make myself hard, which was not difficult to do. Then she took a pair of her black silky panties and wrapped them around my cock, it only took a few exquisite strokes and I came into her panties. She took her hand away and said "wash them".

She told me that she didnt really want to touch my penis anymore. She only wnated to touch Brian's

Well I did it, I told my wife that next time she must bring Brian home and fuck him in our bed, GULP!!!!!!, she was very surprisedm but hugged me and told me she loved me and that I had made her very very happy.

Now I am dreading it actually happens. I will let you all know when.

She asked Brian if he would come back here and fuck in our married bed he said yes he would love too. She hasnt told me when it will be, but I am very excietd byt the thought as well as scared too I guess

That is really great.
Are you suppose to be present ?
If yes, you will have to behave like a good lad, right ?
Serving the takes, be kind, standing up close to the sofa waiting for them to ask for something, be polite etc, etc.
Do you know if you will be allowed to watch ?
Would you like to ?
I wish you a great moment !
You lucky
demimolle,
voyeur-branleur inoffensif et respectueux