Didnt know what I had

Just a note of thanks to all you guys here

I signed up as a joke , thats why the username is what it is , but after a good read , your stuff realy helped me make sense of thins from way back

When I was in high school , I lost my virginity to some kids mom , and the feeling of dumping a load into the womb of a married woman was SUCH a power trip , I was hooked . part of it was her mussed up hair , her big soft tits , the look on her face as she lay there panting , that was all good , I knew that on my first go I had satisfyed my woman properly , but the biggest kick was knowing that her maried pussy was full of three loads of my cum ( I cum several times usualy before I go soft , just lucky I guess ) A big part of the trip was knowing that if she did get pregnant , she would pretend the young was her husbands , not admit the baby was from some high school kid younger than her own mister .

I was lucky , she said all the right things , "Its SO big" "OW not so deep" and my favorite , after a LONG time of fucking , as she was coming down from her high , she mumred that I had ruined her for her husband , he never made her feel like that .

I dont know if she ever told her husband , but I went back to her house every now and then to have another go , she never refused . I never had a label other than "fornication"to put on it and coldnt figure out why she would fuck me so easily when I couldnt score with the chicks at school .

I met a few more women and found that its actualy pretty easy to find married women and fuck them , looking back now , they were fucking a male who looked as if he was 14 or 15 , but was relatively well hung and was multi orgasmic .

as time moved on , I got work , first stacking kegs at the pub , then labouring , construction , I went from a skinny nerdy kid to a fairly well muscled kid , sexually , I still got off on using married women for sex , to me , in a mariage , sex was *the* only sacred thing that was physical , to use another mans wife , that felt good , but to have her hold your buttocks and hook her heels into your thighs after you warn her youre going to cum , that is WAY good , and to lay there soaking your dick in her womb knowing its full of your cum and she wanted it there ... that is the best

Then there was a problem with clamydia ( I think thats how its spelled ) in town , and there was big fuss about AIDS and I got work that realy kept me busy for a year or two ... and I gave up my married girl friends . I was worried that if they were slutting around on their husbands with me , they would well be screwing more than just me too , I didnt realy want disease .

Now , Im retired , nearly 40 , and still getting off on cumming in a married womans belly , but now the belly belongs to my wife .

just wanted to say thanks for a look inside the thinking of the women I was having fun with .

thanks

what 15 YO knows what they have, sex or otherwise...

actually its a great equalizer... you see young ones wishing you were young again, but you realize they don't know how good they got and won't till they get older and its gone... its the "old folks" little secret

glad you had fun though... the memories last a lifetime... !

I knew what I had at 17.

I had 2 GF's that were bi, and we had 3somes a few times a week usually. This went on for about a year. I knew full well that was somethinge rare and special, so I milked it for all it was worth lol.

I just wish I had known a little more position wise

I also at 19 had a gf who was incredibly hot, but cheated on me a lot, and I KNOW would haev fucked another guy in front of me. It made me jealous as hell, and I always wondered why I enjoyed fucking her SO MUCH those times when I knew she had recently cheated on me. I wish I would have been able to process those feelings and realize what a turn on it was, and take advantage of it and enjoy it.