My wife and I had allways fantasized about her being with another man and possibly looking into the swinging lifestyle. It all started, like I am sure it did for most couples, by talking about it during sex, etc. She would enjoy it and I would ask her after it was over if she would really do it? She would give me that look of "Well, I dont know, what if this and what if that..." It went like that for a while and she she finally came around to "Well, I would do it for you if you wanted me to". This excited me but it wasnt quite what I wanted. I wanted "her" to "want" to do it. I think that is where we guys get our pleasure from. Right?
I had always wanted to do this with her since the moment I met her. A little about her... She is about 5'9", dirty blond, the most beautiful eyes you have ever seen, a nice round ass and 38DD full fat tits. She was a dream!! Still is!
She had a very sordid past...being with many men in many situations. But when she met me she straightened up and flew right leaving her old ways behind. I always knew it was in her and that was one of the things that was so attractive about her....her "black" past. I wanted her to be like that again but she just didnt seem interested in it except when we were having sex.
I never really knew what a cuckold was or what it was all about. Neither did she. We just discovered this and have been doing a lot of reading - researching it and found that it fit her and I PERFECTLY!!! She went instantly from "Ill do it for you if it will make you happy" to "I am doing this and you are going to deal with it!" She has already started with the offense and deniing me her pussy. It drives me crazy with lust and jealousy and just a million emotions!!! And she is so DAMN GOOD at it too!! Its like her whole past awoke in her and came out full power!! Almost over night she went from being the sweet little faithful housewife to the dominate slut wife!! And I love it!!!!!!!!
She is currently looking for new lovers with a dick that will satisfy her. She has a sex drive that just never stops!!!! We are in the Houston area and she is going to start going out on dates looking for someone. I cant wait for this to happen!!! I am just all over the place with this!!
Is this similar to other situations out there? How did you guys/women deal with the initial emotions when you started. Looking for any advice you can give me!!
Thanks for reading!!!!
Does this now make me a cuck???