Been Lurking to Long

My Confessions & Ramblings.............I have a very sexy 27 y/o Latina GF. I introduced her to her first threesome with me and a friend 2 years ago. Although he was pretty bad in bed he was hung BIG n THICK, this was her first taste of a big one. She has not been the same since. She has only been with two other men, a few times each since then but not for a threesome it was cuckolding me. I guess you could say it is my fault because she often reminds me by saying "if you had a real mans dick I wouldn't need to fuck other men". My entire sexual outlook has changed. I used to be on the Dom side and would be very aggressive but now am more into "making love" to her and giving her a long slow cum. After seeing the way these guys make her react I know I can't compare to the way they fuck her with a big dick so I don't even care to try. She sometimes makes me fuck her hard and deep but she just not react the same as she does with them, she will look at me and tell me to stop and go get her a vibrator, we have a big thick life like strap on she bought for me to fuck her with so she makes me put that on and fuck her like a real man or simply tells me she is done. I can't seem to cum without thinking of her with a big dick or by her verbally humiliating me for having a dick not even 6 inches and on the thin side. I never thought I would stand for that but here I am getting hard at the thought of her calling me "tiny, little dick, pathetic little dick, she even calls me an asshole because I have a small dick". All of this turns me on and it is turning her on more and more. Of course she didn't understand at first but did it because she loves me now she is loving the thought of belittling me because of my dick size and also says I am crazy for letting another man fuck her. Sometimes I think I am crazy for it too but the times it turns me on by far out weighs those negative thoughts. My only wish like all cucks is that she would do it more often, find someone she wants to fuck often. I told her I am even open to her going out on her own or even finding a guy and making him think she is cheating on me while I am at home going crazy wondering what she is doing. She tells me to be careful for what I wish for because she says "if the right guy comes along you may regret it". She says she doesn't look for it (I wish she would) but if it comes along she just might do it. Okay I think that is enough for now, it felt good to get this off my chest and out there to others who share this interest. In the future I will write about experiences.

Thanks for reading!

Nick
Cuckie Bf

Thanks for sharing Nick.

MY wife had a boyfriend for 8 months. It was a difficult time for me as I was still wrestling with my cuckold nature. I was still trying to exert control over the situation and I made it a little hard for my wife back then. I expected to be able to fuck her when she got home from his house and I would badger her to tell me everything that happened. when she came home from seeing him she was usually very tired and it was late, so I complicated the arrangement too much for her.
My wife stopped seeing him, as well as any other guys, about five years ago. She was getting urinary track infections from screwing me, her boyfriend at his house, and sometimes other guys so I could watch (I wasnt allowed to watch her with her boyfriend, except for special occasions) and they were really starting to bug her.

If you want her to take another lover that she can see often (wy wife was with her BF at least twice a week) you may want to stop fucking her all together. If she only has one lover she is much less likely to get infections, plus she can ask him to only see her (since she wouldnt be fucking anyone but him) and they can go bare-back.

I'm now my wife's slave.
I am happier than I've ever been in my life.

I don't think I could go without having sex with her all together. I am prepared for getting it less or denial but could not go without. Her pussy and her sex in general is to hot to go without.
Cuckie Bf