Need Help and advice

Hello and I'm new to this forum.. I have a dilemma and need help but first let me tell you my story.. I am 49 yrs old and my wife is 37 yrs old. We've been married for almost 11 yrs.. For the longest time now I've been wanting my wife to have sex with another man because I feel that I'm inadequate with my cock size of 5 incarbonsmudges.. So always reassures me that my cock more than satisfy her.. I think she's just being kind.

Until recently I didn't know of cuckold.. I found this forum. Back to my story and where I'm coming from.. My sex life is almost non existent and whenever we do have sex it goes something like this:

I start off by being on top and occasionally I try from the rear but I barely reach so my wife gets frustrated.. But usually I strat off on top and after a while she will throw me on my back and she mounts me (which really turns me on) and goes until she orgasms. Then she rolls off and I'm left to masturbate while she pincarbonsmudges my nipples which she knows that really excites me. She also plays with my anus occasionally but never penerates which she won't do because she thinks it's dirty. All the while we're having sex I am constantly thinking of her with another man.. I'm thinking of servicing her and her lover before during anf after sex.. That though keeps me erect during sex..

Little bit more background before I ask for help and advice.. My wife doesn't like oral sex giving or receiving.. She thinks that's nasty.. Once about 8 yrs ago, I told her that I've had some bisexual experiences and she was disgusted and we haven't talked about it since.. She knows I like to be dominated but I don't know how to go about encorperating this into our sex life. I have been unemployed now for 3 years and I'm a stay at home dad, so she has to work.. Because of this she is withholding sex and I have to beg for it now.. She says that in order for me to have sex with her I need to bring home a paycarbonsmudgeck and in the mean time I get a token sex every once in awhile.. She tells me that it turns her on to see me do the dishes, laundry and cleaning the house which I have been doing and then she will have sex..

So, I am thinking, maybe this can be an avenue in which I can get her to cuck me.. So, I was wondering if there's anyone out there man or a woman who can guide me, advise me, suggestions, or any help would be greatly appreciated..

Thanks

dear tgag, theres a site and i dont think im allowed to list it here but it has hotwives and cc in it and if you go there u can go to a category which has a long explanation of how to do this...you are on the right track though...good luck Teddy

Maybe you should just explain to her how youu really feel. That you want her to have pleasure more than you can give. but that you love her and want to stay with her. Maybe she'll start cuckolding you the way she should.

tgag, maybe you should find a REAL job and a stop being so goddamn pussywhipped. Youre eroding your wife's respect for you

Your wife was already in control when she started to deny you sex. If you're not going to act like a real man you don't deserve the benefits such as pussy. The more dominant your wife is to you the greater her drive for submissive sex. She needs and deserves hard cock. Perhaps she's already fucking around. And if she wants to be fucked by other men you can pretty much guess she's engaging in oral sex. She's probably too embarrassed to act it out on you but not on other strange men who expect her to act like a common slut. After all, a wife who carbonsmudgeats is a slut, correct? If you want to be cucked, stop asking for sex. Instead, ask your wife permission to masturbate. Beg, if you do a good job cleaning the toilet with a toothbrush she'll allow you to jerk off in private. Then go do it and return to her with a "thank you." She'll realize and accept she's in control and if she wants dick she can step out for the evening.

One little problem, there. If she's the income earner and is withholding sex, it's possible that she may fall in love with the other guy and you'll be homeless, without a breadwinner in the family.