I'm probably what you call an involuntary cuckold. I didn't start out one, and am quite a proud guy. But my wife over the last few years has made me a cuckold, and I've had the choice of leave her or learn to get along with it. I do love her so I'm trying to learn to get along with it - so any advice is gratefully received.
I posted here, because over time in the bed, its come out that my wife has been screwing a guy she works with - she is now 34, but she's been screwing him off and on since she was 27. He is now about 60. He has his own wife and kids, but his wife doesn't give him much sex. He was probably hitting a midlife crisis, then he runs into my wife, who has a thing for older men.
The thing is - you read a lot of stuff on here which is probably fantasy and wishful thinking, but this guy has a 10 inch cock, and really thick, my wife says she can't get her hand around it. When they were first fucking she bought condoms, but they wouldn't fit on his cock, so then she learnt you could buy extra large condoms.
She says not to worry about his big cock, she loves my 6 incher as well, just once in a while she likes to be impaled on his mega cock. She says that his big cock does make her scream and that it rubs the top of her pussy which is like another G-spot, and it makes her squirt. She also says she loved the challenge of his big cock - one time when they had no condoms, she said to fuck it up her ass, and he did. It was the first time he had done anal, and he loved it. He loved it so much he has done her ass many times since. She said that once when they were out in the countryside (with work) he got horny, made her suck his cock for a while, then completely undressed her and fucked her balls deep up the ass. She said she had never had such a dirty fuck and her ass had never been so used, but that she came several times while he pumped his cock into her, before he unloaded a huge amount of spunk up into her asshole. She also admitted she'd let me fuck her later that night, and she got a real thrill feeling her aching ass, still filled with cum, whilst I fucked her pussy.
She also says she loves the feeling for the next two days after he fucks her - her pussy just aches and aches and she gets little after shock orgasms from the ache.
I had thought the whole thing was over, but she admitted last month she had met up with him while I was away and he'd fucked her several times - and she got thoroughly stretched by him doggy style. She also sucked him off and swallowed his cum, and had him lick her to orgasm for several hours.
She says she also loves big cocks after they've come - all wet and thick and bent like a banana - she loves to lick and suck the cum and juices off them. Smaller cocks don't have the same after effect.
She also has another two occasional lovers, both older guys. They don't have the huge cocks, but they're both multiple cummers - so she gets a load up her pussy, ass and mouth, and sometimes over her tits and face.
All my previous girlfriends before my wife have always been full of praise for me as a lover, so I know I'm not bad, but how do i compete with this older guy with the huge cock and these two sexual athletes with loads of cum?
I'm making the best of it - and I asked her to get pictures and film next time she fucks, so at least there is an element of sharing - and she likes that idea. She wants to be polyamorous, she wants a variety of cock and loves older guys. She is very sexy and really hot and adventurous in bed. She's sometimes disappointed that men are not kinky enough for her in bed.
Any advice for coping with my wife?