Rita come back

Black white I dont care I want to be the one taking pictures and getting sucked I was hurt seeing these and got hard as a rock

THAT, my friend, is a very typical cuckold husband reaction to knowing your wife is fucking outside your marriage. You hate it, it hurts emotionally, but it makes you harder than you could ever have imagined, because your cuckold brain is programmed to turn you on by the fact that you're married to a slut.
Rita told me in some detail a long time back that you begged her to fuck around and when she did you couldn't handle it. I don't believe that anything inside you has changed, you're still bursting with typical cuckold angst, wanting her to be your married slut wife and at the same time feeling insanely jealous.
Unless you're black and hung you stand NO chance.

She sent me the above pics hes white

There's plenty of white guys that are hung and can fuck, it's not exclusively a black thing you know!

Rita sending you pics is about as close as you're going to get to fuck her I reckon!

He looked bigger than me

Maybe that's because he isn't a cuckold. Cuckolds are usually smaller than an 'average' sized man. Did it make you feel inferior?

It did

Now you need to consider that fact. It's because you are.