i agree with kittensucker......
it appears that the cuckold experience is developing as it should between you both, your wife has taken a positive decision and you should be 'cuckold' enough to honour that decision and work with her wishes and desires.
you are first of all very priviliged to be in the position you are in, your wife has obviously agreed to her part of the 'contract'....that being one of her being a 'cuckoldress' and accepting you as the 'cuckold'
your transition and acceptence of events will be far smoother if you consider a chastity device and refrain from being able to and being distracted by your own desires.....you will find as time goes on that the situation you create will have its own rewards......
you will more than look forward to the periodic moment of your release from your cage, and being allowed to cum, perhaps as entertainment when one of her bulls attends or one of her girlfriends perhaps or just for the pleasure of your wife.
you will find that you will experience many different emotions and mindsets before you reach that point in your 'cuckold' partnership where you are content with yourself and your position, and those secret inner desires begin to be satisfied!
and a very important aspect, probably the most important of all, is that your 'cuckoldress' can develop and persue her own desires without worrying about yourself!
the more confidence your wife develops in you as a good cuckold and the more active she becomes as a hotwife.....the more rewarding your own position will become.
good luck.....