Hormones. Anysissies taking then?

Katie, I really love the way you have described the changes and emotions you have been through. I feel I have been there with you all the way. You are so lucky and looks like more to look forward to in the future. I am majorly jealous of you getting all that black cock, one of my things on my must do list!
Having a girly job is the only way to go and starting with a menial one like waitressing reminds you of your true status in the community.
I am now torn between taking more hormones or just waiting to save up for a boob job, getting a bit impatient now.
Love to hear more

Tanya xx

Well, I haven't taken hormones, but the tricor and lipator I have taken over the years has shrunk my cock from six to four inches when hard. Not sure if it will continue. I would like to get down to about three inches hard.

Hi Tanya
It's been awhile since I posted here so I guess I should start by updating things.
Things have changed at home quite a bit as I now usually relax in the spare bedroom whenever my wife's boyfriend stays over which is like every other night at least. Emotionally it was kind of strange because it hurt but at the same time it was kind of liberating too if that makes sense. Guess you have to tie that to the "new me" emotionally.
I miss being a man, I miss being with my wife. At the same time, I'm kind of "resigned" to what I am. It's almost like it's "comfortable".
I greatly enjoy sex as a woman. I love sucking cock, and I love the feel of a cock filling me. It's so different and yet I really like it!
My "thing" is all but gone after all the hormones and haves and it doesn't even get firm yet alone hard. Of course that makes it very easy to tuck back and hide giving me a nice smooth look even when I'm only in panties.
I also found that if I hold it down between my legs with my hand, I use a dildo on myself and it feels and looks like it's going inside of me just like if I had a real cunt. And it feels soooo good sliding in and out of me. My wife has helped me with it sometimes too and it feels even better then.
I still double date with my wife some times and her boyfriend set me up with the black guy again too which I still really resent. Especially when I have his cock in my mouth and he's feeling my boobs up. Don't know why but it really bothers me with him and I know you may be asking why I don't just walk away but it's because I don't want to embarrass my wife or make her mad at me. We ALWAYS differed on our opinion of black people. I didn't care to be around them at all and she had a problem with me being that way.
I still don't have any set plans for SRS yet, but my body continues to change more and more. My waist has gotten smaller too (good diet) and my butt bigger giving my a really nice shape. And of course my boobs have gotten bigger to but not a whole lot. I'm a full B cup now for sure.
That was another thing with that black guy, he told my wife I should get implants and she started talking more about it too then.
I figure with just the hormones, I won't get any bigger than a C cup (I hope) but they were talking about me having implants to make me a D cup at least. Believe me, you DON'T want any bigger than a C! The B cup is plenty big for me. I enjoy them a lot but it's also a matter of comfort and practicality.
I know what you mean about the job but I got out from the waitressing. It was really hard on the legs and back. Instead now I work in a hotel as a maid. I clean rooms now and it's a bit more tedious but at least I'm not getting my butt smacked all the time from strangers. I still wear a goofy dress for a uniform and semi high heels as I do still want to look good.
So that's where I'm at now. I love having sex as a woman, I work in "a menial woman's job", and my body is still changing.
Oh, and I know that black guy really enjoys fucking me but I feel really demeaned being with him.
My wife said she thought we made a nice couple and I started crying so she let it go then. At least for the time being.
Good luck with you decision and be careful what you wish for.

i am on clomid and estrofem and have been for 3 years this has resulted in large rounded hips and bottom also a firm pair of breasts the dosage is controld by my wife .she was very happy to see my small penis start to shrink and recede and she tells me to masterbate but i was so small i couldnt grip myself and ultamatly the question of surgery came up and it has been spoken that my penis and balls should go and two lower ribs be removed to help my womanly figure.
as i am unable to satisfy her i let my wife have her lovers.

yuor ladies urine is a good supply of female hormones and in time like me you will come to enjoy the taste of the still warm fluids and if drank direct from her it will enpower her superiority over you.
as i am unable to satisfy her i let my wife have her lovers.

Irza_cuckold
you look stunning my figure is coming but my breasts are slow to grow
as i am unable to satisfy her i let my wife have her lovers.

any updates Katiez How are things going?

Hi

I know it's been awhile now and sorry for not keeping in touch. this was a good "outlet" for me during all the changes.
I'm still progressing with my body changes from all the hormones and "anti hormones" (to block the male stuff).
I think I really look good in a bikini now too with a really nice jiggle. At least my wife tells me that!
I still have my job waiting tables and wear the goofy waitress dress and yes I leave the top unbuttoned to "show off". You really do get much better tips doing that.
I truly am only my wife's girlfriend now. We do things together like going to the beach and of course shopping.
my wife said that no one would ever believe that I used to be a guy anymore. I took it as a compliment.
I do have a regular boyfriend, Jamister, the black guy that I originally told you about. He keeps wanting me to get a boob job. He thinks I should be at least a "D" cup. So I'm saving for it now with all my tips and pay.
He always says I give the best blow jobs he ever had!
When he takes me the other way, I usually have to wear a tampon to keep it from running down my legs. It's embarassing when that happens! I learned quickly. So now I ALWAYS carry tampons in my purse.
My "clit"has gotten so small from all the anti male pills that I have no choice but to sit whenever I pee now. I certainly is not a problem showing through my clothes for sure.
Well, don't know what else to say anymore but thanks for listening and your support.
If you have any questions, please ask them and I'll try to answer.

Kathy

Hi again
I forgot to talk about the most important part of what's been going on. My wife has started talking about me getting married to Jamister. She loves to talk about it. She is constantly bringing it up and saying things like she can't wait to see me in my weding dress and how much fun it will be for HER to be MY maid of honor!
She shows me pictures in magazines of different wedding dresses and we talk about how they would look on me.
When we are out shopping, (in the lingerie departments) we'll look at nightgowns for my wedding night.
I didn't think she was serious at first but this has been going on for several weeks now.
Pop the pills and suck it in (literally).

Kathy

And How do you feel about it? Are you willing? And is Jamister? Would you all live together or what? Any Ideas how you can make your wedding night special for him?

In answer to how i feel about it; Sometimes I wish all this had never happened. One of those "be careful what you wish for things".
But life is simpler in many ways now. The only thing I really have to worry about is my makeup and clothes.
So in that regard I feel good about everything. I know I said I never really cared for black people and having to suck a black man's cock was VERY degrading the first time. And the second time, etc, until now I don't really think about it. It's just another cock for me to suck (or get fu__d by).
As my wife keeps telling me, that's my job now so do a good job of it!
I've dated probably 10 different men since my being feminized and 3 of them were black. All of them tasted differently and felt good inside me.
So having said all that, being resigned to being a female for the rest of my life, I may as well be married so I don't have to keep having strangers, and have someone to look after me too. I would look forward to taking care of a man now.
So yes I am willing and wanting to get married. To be honest, I love looking at wedding dresses and imagining myself in one!
By the way, as I'm writing this I've just finished putting a clear coat of polish on to finish off my nails for tonight. Whenever I do my nails now I love looking at them and imagining them wrapped around a cock holding it to put in my mouth.
I'm going out with Jamister again tonight so I do want to look really nice to make him proud of me and want me later too.
Yes Jamister also wants it too. I think he realizes that it would not be a "legal" marriage so he isn't really worried about it. He would have some to use sexually, and to take care of him and his house. Win win for him.
No, I would go live with Jamister at his house. I know I would miss my wife but since we haven't been "really together", I'm getting used to the idea.
I know she and I won't ever be the same. I know I'll never be able to be inside of a woman ever, or even get hard enough to try (it doesn't happen anymore thanks to the Spiro).
Special for my wedding night? I'm not sure what else I can offer to him. I think maybe the thought of havng me in a big white flowing wedding dress would excite him, having me bent over the bed while he lifts my dress over my back to access me. Having me laying on my back then with my wedding dress and petticoats pulled up and my legs spread wide inviting him inside of me. To fill me with his cock and leave me full of his cum so it drips out of me and down my legs.
For him to know that I'm now his property to do with anytime he wants.
I think all that should be appealing to him and excite him.
Do you have any other ideas for me for my wedding night?

kathy

Great story Kathy, hope it all works out for you

Things have kind of changed a bit. Jamister had a party last night and invited quite a few people over. Kind of a pre-halloween party except no costumes.
Well, I was like the only white girl there and later in then evening, Jamister said he wanted me to be "extra nice" to a couple of his friends.
He took my hand and guided me into the bedroom and right behind us was one of his friends. We got into the bedroom and Jamister started kissing me and fondling my breasts. It felt so good too that I even forgot that his friend was in there with us. Then he pulled my top off and kissed me again. I was starting to feel so horny by then.
The next thign I know I feel another pair of hands squeezing my butt and remembered that his friend was in there with us. I jumped even more into Jamister's arms from surprise.
Then Jamister whispered in my ear to relax and that I was "going to like it".
Well, his friend pulled my skirt up and all I had on was a my thong panty and thigh high stockings.
His friend was saying "what a nice white ass" i had and kept squeezing my butt.
I looked at Jamister like "why are you letting this happen?" and he just smiled at me and said "be nice white girkl and enjoy".
I felt so ashamed right then but couldn't do anything.
Jamister bent me over and had me start sucking his cock right in front of his friend.
His friend came up behind me and pulled my thong aside, put some spit in his hand and on his cock and then started pushing his cock inside me while I still had Jamister's cock in my mouth.
I had never had a cock in each end before and it felt really strange and humiliating.
Thankfully, his friend wasn't as big as Jamister so it didn't realy hurt.
I felt both cock's pumping into me and soon they were both cumming almost the same time.
I was feeling glad that it was over but then two more guys came and before I knew it they were doing me too! I couldn't beleive that Jamister was letting this happen!
Not only were they fucking me, but they were humiliating me verbally too!
Saying things like "this is the way all white boys should be, a good fuck", "great tits for a white boy", and congratulating Jamister on having a white sissy boy bitch!
I had eight different guys that night and was filled with their cum! I couldn't keep it from dripping out of me I was so full cum.
After they were done, and had left me in the bedroom, I layed down and just cried myself to relax.
I'm not sure how much more of this I could do.
I wish I was back with my wife!

I have been on mones again for a few months progynon depot spiro and depo, and suddenly I was on my way to more curves and bigger boobs ! and there is no mistaking the b-cup melons capped by , milky-looking nipples. the hormones gave me titties like these, but my male equipment is getting correspondingly smaller, in fact no bigger than a long clitty ! I am feminized siss, who has been turned into an abject, feminized slave for life !

I constantly play with my developing breast, I still work as a boy and I have been working at concealing them as much as possible, but lately I it has been a loosing battle. My body is waxed so to not show unsightly hairs. My eyebrows were tweezed within My ears were pierced I am Very sexy looking and a total slut when it comes to sex. I'm a T. girl who loves to be with those who appreciate T. girls.. especially other T. girls, but also men, and women, and couples.. open minded and uninhibited.. I love giving guys a good time. and will take and use haves.! so a guy really gets what. he wants. I am submissive so I need dominant guys I have allowed myself to be changed from a man into a totally submissive feminized sissy. I love to dress up like a real sexy slut, like a whore, because that's what I am, what I need to be, a cum takeing whore. All the better to attract more of the type of men I love, the type that love to use and debase me, love to fill the mouth and sissy-pussy of a little tranny slut like me. I just love to suck and fuck so that I could take down gallons,and massage in loads of lovely jism in to every square inch my little sissy body.

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Are u Still with jamister katie

i have been put on
oestrogel transdermal application as it is more effective and can be aspplied to where you need it most ie nipples
testicals etc
i also take siterone tablets
and provilius herbal supliments
my penis and testicles have shrunken dramatically and my brests are very sore
my waist is starting to get hour glass shaped
my body hair is almost nil
i have not had an erction for 3 months now and my desire for sex is all but gone.
my wife has taken 2 lovers
one is a travelling salesmean so she sees him when hes in town.
the other is a permisteral trainer.
they are both very well hung and satify her desires alot better than i ever used to.

I take Spironolatane and estrogen which has made my dickled even smaller and my tities grow as well.

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hi where can i get the haves to shrink my clitty please?hope you can reply thanks kathy.

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OK... This was a great story, but thats all it is... Notice how in one post, "Katie" says i'm not working as a waitress anymore, now I'm a maid at a hotel... Next post "few months later" I'm still working as a waitress only with my shirt unbuttoned now??? WTF... Plus... The 8 man gang bang??? SURE.... All my guy friends are black and I dont know any that would bang an old white tranny, let alone 8 of them at the same party...
doubtful...
Sorry "Katie" your busted...
If not, show me a pic of you and some of your dresses...

i second that!
stupid questions dont exist...
stupid answers however....

clive anthony
Seems many people into being or having a sissy don't discuss female urine as a source of hormones to transform us.
My college GF had me takeing cup after cup of Her wonderful pee (she at 1st wanted me on my back takeing from her, it was hard to take while on my back) and my body started to change, my weight started to redistribute, from belly to face, thighs and hips and ass, and erections took longer, with a noticeable delay and then i too was more emotional and more of a sissy, as my erections took longer, my nipples would erect first when i was turned on. I think this weirded her out and she suddenly stopped feeding me her wonderful pee. Hard to be manly in any way, dressed in pink panties, pink garter belt, pink bra, and stockings with a belly full of her pee.

No one has mentioned the medical side of taking the hormones either ! Self medicating with female hormone cocktails can be very damaging to the liver and kidneys and therefore VERY dangerous!
I was on them for a few months ( i was on the patches, not the pills ) and even on those i needed " check ups" at the docs!

Im still on androcur and I love my small useless cock. Now my wife fucks her ex husband and he has seen me. I love it cos he has the power over her and I am nothing.
Sissy TV Indian Slut who loves to dress like a slut and paint nails. I love having a small soft cock and want to watch my wife with a real man. I am a sissy and I love it. I love it when my wife's ex husband fucks her and makes me watch.

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Très jolie sujet , moi même étant été sous hormone pendant 6 moi ; jusqu' au jour mon épouse sans est aperçus et ma menacé de divorcé si j arrêtais pas de suite . Ne voulant pas la perde j est du tout a arrêté malheureusement .
Car au fon de moi je me sans femme dans un corp qui ne m appartient pas
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