Mikey71
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First off, I'm not exactly what most would call tiny. I guess that officially, I am on the smaller side of average, at 5" long by 4 3/4" around. From my first venture into a group shower - as a 12-year-old in junior high - I knew I was small. It became more obvious in the years to come, as by the time I was a freshman in high school, only two other boys in the locker room were my size or smaller, and most were much larger. It didn't help that I shrivel up when I exercise or sweat at all.
I was always nervous around girls, so I didn't date much. I had a chance to lose my virginity at 17, but passed up the offer because the girl I was dating had been with a guy who was taller than me, so I thought his dick was probably bigger and didn't want the comparimister from her.
I held out until I found a virgin. She had felt up another guy, but had not had sex, so I knew that if - by some chance - my dick was as small as I suspected, she wouldn't know any better and wouldn't laugh.
From the first time I had sex with her, she didn't really seem to be getting anything out of it. She would lie there and look at the ceiling.
Through 10 years of marriage, she would rarely have orgasms, and only when the friction of my pubic bone would rub against her clit. My dick might as well have not been there. Finally, she wanted to have a talk.
She told me that my dick was not thick enough for her, that frequently during sex she had trouble feeling me inside her. She had read stories on the internet, and men with big dicks gave women more pleasure, and she wondered what a guy with a big one would feel like (although she was not interested and did not intend to relax with another man).
I decided to take some measurements, and found out my true erect size. I checked out some penis size sights, and realized I was truly small, especially thin. Even my balls looked small compared to photos I saw. I also discovered that this really turned me on.
I began to encourage my wife to make fun of my little dick. She'd make comments, and sometimes during sex look me in the eyes and say things like "I can barely feel you -- I wonder what a real man feels like."
I started to seek out other means of offense. I would jerk off on webcam, looking for people who were good at making fun of my cock. Most would tell me that I was small, and then would say more when I would encourage them. I was turned on by both men and women making fun of my little cock. I would also expose myself at the local gym, with my dick at its smallest after a workout where for all intents and purposes I was sporting a little mushroom down there.
I got a new coworker in my office - a black guy - and he and I would talk about size. He didn't believe how small I was, so I sent him photos and he and his wife both made fun of how much smaller I am than him. He's at least two inches longer and a full inch thicker, and brings it up often. He's offered several times to fuck my wife, but so far, she refuses. I think she's nervous that she'll enjoy it so much, she won't want to fuck me again.
I have found that posting my photos online has led to some great offense. My pics posted on both the ratearod and newbienudes websites (under "mikey71") have gotten some comments and emails from men and women making fun of my dick. Most are unaware they're giving me jack off material.
In the meantime, my wife continues to make fun of it. She recently admitted to me that the guy she felt up prior to meeting me had a larger cock than me, and she told me that if she would have been born a boy, she's sure she'd have a bigger cock than me, too. She also had me buy a sleeve to wear during sex so she can see what being filled up feels like.
I'm still hoping for the ultimate - my wife fucking a bigger man while they both make fun of me - but for now, I get my offense any way I can.
I think it's only a matter of time. She's becoming more and more comfortable laughing at my dick, which means she's comfortable with the notion that I'm inadequate. Once she meets a guy and gets friendly with him enough to not care about the consequences, I'm sure she'll cheat on me.
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karli kunt
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#6 · Edited by: karli kunt
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My Dear Mikey 71:
I loved your story. Many similarities to my own. I was an outstanding athlete as a boy and the offense of undressing in the locker room with the other guys pre-conditioned and prepared me for being a cuck. Like you, I shrivel up after exercising and many times I would have to walk into the shower when my tiny head was totally retracted up inside my body. Although I'm circumcized, it looked like I just had a foreskin or as My Mistress now refers to it "A Hood" that covered and totally obscured from sight the crown so that it was just like a clit. Gawd, I was sooo psychologically traumatized by the visual comparimister.
I went to an all white rural farming community school. The worst was the first time we scrimmaged one of the teams from the "big city". It was winter and the visitor's locker room pipes were frozen, so we had to shower with the guys from the other team, many of whom were black. To this day, I'll never forget my first time looking at Big Black Cock. Athough I had been mentally conditioned to be a rough and ready farm boy who tried to act like a macho male stud, I think subconsicously I knew deep down that day that I would never be a Real Man.
Of course, I now know it is the destiny of many tiny dicked white boys to be cuck hubbies who eventually are "powerd" to suck cock and be fucked. Or, like me are feminized, sissified and transformed into sissyslut kunt-gurls.
Your insatiable little cocksucking cum-slut,
Ms. karli kunt
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karli kunt
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My Dearest Girlfren' tinyone:
Ooooooooo......Baby!!!.....I did have an orgasm just reading about what your wife did. THAT'S MY FAVORITE POSITION!!!
I especially love it when the Bull pulls out after about every fourth or fifth stroke and sticks it in my soft, velvety mouthkunt. Ummmmm.......you get such a close-up birds-eye view from that position.....and.....the sensation of having the Bull's huge, heavy cum-filled Balls slapping against your forehead is delightful.
YOU ARE A LUCKY LITTLE SISSY !!!
Your envisou slut sista',
Ms. karli kunt
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