fear of knocked up

Hi i did internet search and found this site.

Guessing will be lots of experienced posters.

I am happy married to an amazingly attractive, lovely girl, who recently became my wife. Me a very lucky guy.

To cut a very long story short, lots of background won't bore you with, months ago an opportunity came along to live out a fantasy, have some pure fun and we introduced another guy into our sex life, a black guy. It was a one off, amazing turn on and experience and a mammoth sex session over a whole weekend. Things kind of got crazy and out of control and while we had all talked about safe sex and condoms etc last couple times he and my gorgeous wife had sex it was un-protected, bare. Yes he did cum in her pussy.

At the time, seems hard explain now, well the time was only few months after we had got married and yes we were trying for a family for months so my lovely wife not on pill or anything. She did take morning after pill after our weekend with the guy.

Anyway she is now a few weeks away from having our 1st *****, and yes the timings do mean this black guy could be the ****** as a 100 to 1 shot, i say that as of course me very worried this is case or though assure my lovely wife not possible ie we were having lots of sex ourselves, trying for a ***** around that time for months and she took morning after pill after we had been with him etc

I am guessing getting un-controllable concerned about such things, getting anxious about results and risks of "hotwife" style actions is pretty common?

pic her below

Need a better pic lol but I wish tht would happen with me and my grl
reno

You aren't alone in this. There are AIM Chatrooms devoted to the topic but since AIM is going away Dec 15 you may want to hurry.
Lisa

Going on her photo, even with the blurred out face, she's real Bull fodder, definitely the sort of hot wife a black Bull would enjoy impregnating! Accidents can happen despite the best precautions being taken, only time will tell who's offspring it is, but be prepared in case it's a rude shock! What you're currently feeling is called 'cuckold angst' - that feeling of uncertainty and fear of the unknown. Some cucks get off on it, others like yourself crap themselves at the possibilities while still enjoying the rush it brings. It's addictive, the chances are you'll both do it again in the future, especially if the chi ld proves to be your own. You'll feel as if you got away with it this time!

I doubt it's his, seeing she took the morning after pill. But,,if it is, why worry?
You and her were trying for a ***** anyways! You could always tell family and friends that she was giving roofies at a party and was taken advantage of by a black guy. And because you don't believe an abortion, you kept the baby.
Good job btw, must've been amazing fun. You lucky guy!
marc-br549

Ok thanks for points.

I get the comment on cuckold anx. Think the whole event was a huge hot buzz and sex i could not give her which know she loved, i had always got off on seeing guys flirt with her over the years so seeing her with another guy was awesome, but some anx started straight from the off- did she enjoy it too much?, had we made big mistake?, would she now always want a fuck buddy in her life etc?, would our own sex life be 2nd rate now? and then this was all quickly followed by pregnant news.

Sorry pic heavy blurred but want protect privacy, another below- couple her with friends (she in red) and with me.

Well if you play bare and unprotected it can happen. If it's the black bulls baby just be honest with your family and friends. They will either stay on your side or go away.
We intentionally let our black bulls knock up my wife. Just love and raise the chi ld either way.
Good luck with everything!
My wife loves bull seed

That's why you have my admiration, you're prepared to put your money where your mouth is and front it out to friends and family. It's your (joint) decision anyway, whatever you and your wife decide to do, not anyone else's. if they don't like it, or it causes them a problem, then tough, they'll have to get over it, you're already cool with the whole concept.
stupid2worry - what you've experienced, feelings wise, is normal under such circumstances. The rush of seeing her being fucked by a superior man, the guilt and remorse but you want it to happen again because it was so fucking Hot at the end of the day. Yes, there is a very real possibility that she might want a fuck buddy etc on a regular basis. Lots of cuckold marriages run very well with a third person supplying the wife with all she wants and needs sexually, and you ensuring they both get the best out of the arrangement. By the way, the more I see of your wife, the Hotter she gets in my eyes!

Your wife has delicious looking titties... and what hips! Wonderful!!
Faggot Pussy

Ok think the comments are getting near the truth.

The back ground to how we met the guy was through an internet sex dating site, i pushed her then we both got into it to set up a profile, she got lots of messages and flirting we both loved and well eventually we met this guy and she ended up in bed with him. I think i was always bit insecure in attractiveness side of our relationship, she being a really hot girl and me an average guy, always got turned on by guys hitting on her and thought maybe an affair could happen even though we getting married, she loves sex and also figured she could get and deserved great sex.

When it all happened was real hot and exciting but way guy was with her and her with him was also part shocking, she totally lost it with him and for example he had her squirting when she cum which never seen before, he had tons of stamina and a lot bigger than me, also A type guy dominant in bed

After we talked about doing it again sometime, she seemed real keen then her being pregnant emerged, that's when my anx and insecurity came out again eg we had tried for months but then around time she with this guy, who was a superior lover, she falls pregnant? She very loving and tells me all concerns just being stupid and loves us all the more given i just want to be fulfilled on all fronts

Glad you all like pics, i get off on taking pics of her as reminds me how lucky i am. More below- her and us with a friend

My wife never got pregnant from any of her extramarital fuckers, so I have no experience to share on the pregnancy front, but what I CAN tell you that as long as the bond of LOVE between you two is strong, fucking will just be fucking. Sex is NOT love.

The possibility that one of her lovers will fuck your wife pregnant is incredibly hot, but precautions can be taken and, I can tell you from my own personal experience, you won't experience anything hotter than watching various men pounding your lady into the bed! Will your sex relationship be "2nd rate" by comparison? I suspect it will, but I also expect that once your insecurities settle down and you realize you won't lose her, the thrill from cuckolding will be worth it. You won't care and, if your wife loves you, she'll use her experiences to get you even more excited.

Best wishes!
Faggot Pussy

You're spot on with this diagnosis!


How absolutely true all aspects of this are. TinyCockWimp is a realist and knows from experience that once the angst has settled down, you'll love being made the cuckold - Embrace it, you know you want to!

I wish i had joined this forum before rather than wait until pregnancy worry.

Re-reading comments you guys totally get anxiety around seems so unusual wanting share a sexy young newly married wife with a black guy who was really a stranger to us at time v awesome gut wrenching excitement of seeing him just take her and give A1 sex i have not been able to give. If pregnancy thing had not happened think we would have had long hard talks about whether carry forward with more experiences or see guy again.

All above talk shelved as pregnancy been big focus.

Pics below her and us at time we met up with guy and them together.

She's amazing, such a sexy bitch! I love those pics of her with her first black Bull. Once the pregnancy is over you're going to have to take it up with him again. You'll both love her slutting herself for him and the way she totally gives herself to him. You might want to consider taking precautions next time, but there again she might want to feel his seed jetting into her womb. Your choice, whatever happens, get her fucked.