Wife out fucking tonight

My wife finally decided to go out fucking. I'm at home not feeling good cause is our first time...

Picture I took a couple days ago

She been in touch at all???

did she contact you yet?

Please don't forget to update. Would love to know how you dealt with it while she was out, and how it all went from start to finish. Thanks for sharing.

Got the "nervous or excited, can't tell which" feeling in your stomach while she is gone?
I did, too. try and focus on the thrill that it is- how hot it is to imagine her cumming like crazy, moaning and screaming while being stretched out for real- not just by a toy.
Imagine what it will feel like to slide into her pussy- how easily you will fit in, because of what's going on tonight.
Whatever you do while waiting for her DO NOT let yourself cum!!
Not out of some "cuckold restriction" or something like that- you need to keep the tension you feel while she is gone as sexual as possible, so that you can be hard as hell when she gets back. Fucking as soon as she gets back will help to "involve" you in what she is doing. All the weirdness you feel right now can turn into massive night/morning of sex when she comes home to you. It also helps to remember that she IS coming home- to you.
The other guy is just a sex toy...

So what happened?

As soon as she left the house, My emotions started kicking in. I called her and she didn't pick up the phone until 2 hours later, and told me she was coming home. When she got home I saw that she had bit mark in her tits and a wet pussy. We fuck like naturals as she was telling me the details. When I came inside her and we were done fucking, I started getting jealous and went to the living room with a deep pain in my chest. Believe me guys if you have never done this it is real hard. I think I mess thing up now cause she saw me suffering and now she doesn't want to do it again. I told her today that I got over it and that I was just nervous and jealous that day since it was our first time. Now she is telling me not to presure her, that she will think about it.. I told my wife that I want to be present and want to participate in a 3 some... I will keep you updated..

please do update us. you got me jacking off real good to what has happened so far.

The more secure you feel about her coming home, the easier easier the lifestyle is.
Don't feel bad that she didn't answer for 2 hours- she wasn't ignoring you- she was busy "hunting"- guys think it's easy, and that a woman could get a guy in bed in 15 seconds- that's true, if she thought like a guy. Those two hours she needed without ANY distraction in order to "get herself ready" to do this. Since it was her out being a hotwife, she couldn't answer you, or it would crash her mood.
You said the fucking you had when she got back was intense. I'll bet you next months' pay it wasn't that intense for the guy she had- YOU were the best fuck she had- you should be more comfortable in knowing this.
I felt the exact same thing you have, but, I was lucky to be in another state when I felt this, so my ex never saw this.
You NEED to talk to her. If you REALLY want to do this- tell her the pain she saw you in was just a reaction to all the adrenalin- and not regret. Not exactly a lie, but not the whole truth, and it gives you time to work out how you feel. A threesome might be a better "introduction" to the lifestyle, but, if you are nervous, it could ruin that.
You need to decide on what you really want.
I went thru this too, but, I was out of town when I felt it, so my ex-wife never saw it, and I worked it out before we talked again, and, since I liked the pictures and sounds of her sucking and fucking more than the feeing in my chest hurt me- we kept going with it.
Joining the army is the reamister she is my -ex. Not swinging.

Thanks Johnny108 for your advice. I believe she is going to try it one more time to see if it works...

Guys tend to be more turned on by seeing things- maybe pictures would help you.
It did for me- the weird feeling in my chest went completely away when I sw my wife's mouth and pussy stretched open, and her tits squeezing a different cock.
You have one weird feeling- you might be able to "beat it" like I did, with a stronger, more natural-instinct feeling.

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If it helps- I only had that feeling the first time. After that, it was always a massive hard-on.