izzi
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#1 · Edited by: izzi
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I am a married white male, age 38. My wife is 36. I have told her about my fantasies about her fucking other men, and we have playful dirty chat, but she doesnt take it seriously. It is a fantasy of mine for her to fuck black guys, but its not something i have told her.
I know she would have the sex of her life with an athletic black guy, and I really wouldnt mind if she chose a black man to fulfil her sexually over me. i hope to express this to her someday soon.
Anyway, I have been around a lot of black guys, and let me tell you, they are gifted physically, and I am not just talking about penis size. First of all, if you're a white guy who has ever tried to play basketball with a bunch of black guys, just average black guys, you know that you are going to be one of the weakest players on the court. I was reluctant to come to this conclusion because I always felt that life was a level playing field, but now that I am a bit older, I realize that it isnt. I always told myself I could run with the big dogs, but like any sports fanatic, once you reach a certain age, you realize you were never designed to compete with the top players in any game. The same goes with football, running, and... SEX.
Look, I would love to be an athletic guy, with chiseled good looks, nice abs, and an 8 inch cock, but that isnt me, and it is never going to be me. That boat sailed a long time ago and I was never destined to be on it. When I was 18, I would have imagined myself 20 years later as some handsome, dashing guy like James Bond or something. But, I am an average white guy in his late 30s... a little overweight, a receding hair line, easily tired, just trying to pay the mortgage and car payments, and looking at interracial porn online and feeling envious and turned on at the same time.
So, my theory is that I am just a white guy in the stands watching the real athletes play... like this is the NBA. And, I don't know why sex should be any different in any competitive environment.
We have social rules like marriage and sin and conventional morality that says women should bond with one man, and be his faithful wife for life. Hey, that's a great thing for most of us white guys... do you have any doubt that your wife would be looking for the hottest studs to service her if there were no "dont be a slut" rules that are pounded into her head since younghood?
If sex were truly a competitive sport, the draft would look like the profile of the NBA... big, black, athletic. I know in a truly competitive world, I would have no chance to be her mate of choice for sex. Maybe I could be her friend, but really, guys like me would be bred out of existence. It is hard to admit, but think about it. One black man can service thousands of women... you only need one rooster for a whole hen house... would an average white guy like me even have a shot if the world was truly an open competition? My wife would be waiting her turn with one of the guys in all these interracial pictures.
I hope to express this to my wife, and tell her she is truly free to play with my full support. I dont know how she will react, but I want her to know my thoughts because I love her, and i want her to live life to the fullest. She is 36, by the time she is 40, i hope she will be getting serviced by black men, and I wont mind just being her close, platonic friend.
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