I was that way while I was in Iraq working for the PX in TQ. My hubby knew in his gut that I was fucking around, although he didnt know I was fucking around with a few, one even being a femaleSoldier I had an affair with (yes I am very BI). I love sucking cock so that was most of what I was doing for guys but there was one Soldier I fell for, even extended my 6 month tour to 9 to be with him till they started talking about the Fallujah offensive back in AUG 04 and my lover told me I had better go, didnt want to but took his advice as things could have gone bad in the area. It was hard leaving him, going home to something I just didn't want anymore. I tried to act normal and make sex as good as I could for hubby but it wasnt the same since my lover was much bigger and the Alpha type male and hubby is some what submissive in nature when it comes to women, altough he would protect me from anything till his death, if I say jump and cuckolds brownie he would. He just has no strength dealing with women, so I have used that in revealing my sexual escapades while I was in country and now I have a beautiful relationship with my hubby who I have sissified to be more like a girlfriend and take care of me and my lovers, I deny hubby sex for long periods of time and he is always cleanning me and my lovers after we have our fun. I am so very devoted to hubby but sexually I need more and I get it, thats what Iraq did for me was give me the freedom I needed to find what I liked and experience that freedom that you all fight so hard to protect and I tried to repay all the Soldiers I could with the appreciation of a nice blow job or a good fuck just to say thank you. It may not be the time and place for your wife to come out to you with this, with the time and distances, uncertain meetings you all experience now over there. You and your wife will need lots of time to talk and reveal each others desires, and fantasies in a setting that would allow you the time to grow into a relationsghip that could be so good to a couple, you dont have to be submissive or a sissy to enjoy the life style, do what works for you, and be patient, respectfull, honest and loving in your communications with your wife when you get home and behold the joys of cuckolding. We do every day... Kisses Jeanne
a lil of me to say Thank you for my freedom!!
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I have finally decided to take control (total) and have sissy in panties daily lock sissy in her CB 6000s for good. No more feeling sorry after a few weeks and no more giving into her pleas for mercy! Welcome the NEW MISTRESS!