Dominant Black Women as it should be - Page 17

The Spiritual Journey of Cuckolding

Present yourself she demanded. I stood there in front her naked with my legs spread open and my arms behind my back. She had just completed tying my testicles off with rubber bands separating each out to a distinct and pronounced position and fixating a thin leather belt holding my penis up facing toward my belly button to keep it out of her way. Goddess Tahlea sat on the edge of the bed grabbing my scrotum above the exposed helpless testicles got a good firm grip with one hand and began spanking my balls with the other hand. My legs hoped up from one side to the other enduring the pain as the spanking continued and as expected I began shouting over and over "I am your bitchboy, I am your bitchboy, I am your bitchboy" I was wondering how long I would have to endure the pain this time. She kept saying "Oh LOOK AT THAT, LOOK AT THAT!" as my balls changed color with the slapping. It really seemed to excite her. The spanking of my balls seemed to go on forever. My cries got louder and louder and then finally with tears streaming down my face she stopped telling me to shut up and lay down on the bed. Obediently I did and once again she got a good strong grip around my scrotum. With the other hand she began squeezing one nut and then the other a little harder each time as she alternated back and forth twisting them, shaking them in her grasp and occasionally poking them hard with her index finger. The pain was excruciating and I had to grab a pillow on the bed to bite down on and scream into as she worked her magic. My hands clenched the pillow hard as I bit down and screamed into it as I was determined to endure whatever she dished out to prove my loyalty and devotion to her. I knew that my pain and commitment to this exercise would bring pleasure to her. Wet with my tears I was sobbing into the pillow when she finally stopped and while relieved that it was over with, I removed the pillow noticing a look of great satisfaction on her face as she smiled above me. Grabbing me by the ear she said "come with me I have to take a piss" as she escorted me into the bathroom telling me to kneel down on the shower floor. With my mouth wide open and her legs spread over my face I waited. Here it comes she said as the golden nectar came steaming out of her directly into my mouth. She squirted briefly and told me to swallow, she squirted again and told me to swallow. I think she enjoyed the look on my face each time as I drank the bitter liquid. Turning on the shower I lathered her up with soap washing her body as she explained that she had someone coming over to fuck her. I knew who she was talking about. I had recently been out to lunch with her when she started to flirt with the waiter. He was a tall handsome black man. They both seemed to giggle a little at how uncomfortable their flirtations made me especially when she told him not to pay any attention to her husband (me) as I had no choices which literally made me squirm a bit in my seat. She openly gave him her phone number. I didn't know his name but I also know that I wasn't allowed to ask her any questions and she wasn't offering me any information knowing that this was screwing with my mind. She loves to screw with my mind. After she got out of the shower and dried herself off, removing the belt I cleaned myself up. I would need her help removing the bands which were tight around my nuts and her skinnier nimble fingers could get down there to stretch them and pull them off. Besides she liked doing that because it was a little painful for me. When leaving the bathroom, I found her standing there with a pink cb6000 chastity device dangling on her forefingers. She had a variety of colors to choose from but I think she liked me to wear the pink one the most. I guess it signified some form of emasculation. Put this on she said while holding the small padlock in the other hand. I complied fastening it in place and once again she ordered me to present myself. So once again I stood naked in front of her legs spread wide and hands behind my back. She began explaining to me what would be expected of me when he came over as the lock clicked closed and she started pulling the bands off of my testicles. It hurt the way she pulled them off making my knees buckle and causing me to double over. I groaned in pain and she told me to shut up and stand back up straight removing the other band created the same effect. Shut up and stand up straight again was her demand. As I stood there, she first cupped my balls in her hand saying "you see that wasn't so bad" and then placing her index finger and her thumb between my balls she snapped her fingers making me drop to my knees in pain. This made her laugh out loud. Then the knock came on the door. He was here.

Now one might wonder how I ended up in this position to begin with. I suppose you could call it destiny. All I know is that a series of events seemed to shape me. I grew up in a household with a controlling and abusive ******. That is one thing but I also recall being 4 or 5 years old watching an old black and white Abbot and Costello movie where they were on the planet Venus and the Dominatrices of the planet were tying them up. I distinctly remember a stirring of excitement in me. I also experienced this same kind of sensation watching old western movies where the cowboy gets captures by the Indians and the female Indians ******** the cowboys with cactus. Several years later at the age of 14 I found myself smitten by one of the girlfriends of my older female cousin. She was 16 and her name was Collette. She was so attractive with her jet black hair cut short and she knew I had a crush on her. I knew ahead of time that she had a bit of a mean streak in her because I witnessed many times over how she kind of enjoyed acting like a mean bitch to the other kids in school. It didn't matter to me though because she was absolutely a HOT bodied pretty faced girl and she knew it, everyone knew it. Anyhow I was over at her house one day, her brother and my cousin Barbara and a few others ******** and smoking dope together and she took me by the hand leading me into the bedroom where we shared smoking a joint together. She pushed me down on the bed and kissed me a little than she grabbed my hands pulling me up off of the bed and said follow me. We went down to the basement and as it turned out her ****** was a Pro-Domme with a fully equipped dungeon. Strapping me down to a modified doctors table Collette had her wicked way with me and it was exciting. This event confused me for many years before I finally came to accept myself for who I actually am. I mean I had a series of girlfriends (I'm not saying I'm a handsome catch but I'm a small and what you would describe as a cute looking guy) each of which would cheat on me without fail. I eventually married a woman who I knew was promiscuous and that behavior continued throughout our short-lived marriage of only three years. Her name was Valerie and she was a size queen. The bigger the better and she loved to be fucked hard too. She had some unfulfilled dominant side to her and often brought up a fantasy about some kind of device that would cut a mans dick off as she gave him a blow job. I doubted that any such device actually existed but I always got the impression that she wanted to cut my dick off. I know she tried to break my dick on a couple of occasions but she wasn't successful and I really had many conflicting feelings not knowing who I really was at that time in my life. Jealousy, envy, insecurities, hopelessness and helplessness often fixated in my mind driving me to **********. I floundered around spending most of my time ******** a bar or working knowing that she was always cheating on me with guys and girls actually. I knew I had married a nymphomaniac. Anyhow she worked as a nurse and had developed a special relationship with a fellow nurse. A rather large black man named Trey. Now Trey was the brother of Tahlea and he intimidated me. He was one of these long distance bicyclist and was always going on the 50 or 100 mile events with a biking club. The guy had huge muscular legs. I didn't really know Tahlea at this time in my life. I had met her once or twice when my wife and her would go out for a ladies night. Tahlea was 5'5" tall and had a body built like a Goddess, a lighter skinned black woman (there might be some white person in her family tree somewhere down the line) perfect shape, and I mean perfect shape. She is sexy as all fuck with strong firm curves, beautiful face, perfectly symmetric tits, ass and shapely legs, beautiful feet and shoulder length jet black hair. In a word A Goddess.

One day we were invited to a party at Trey's home and as the party moved along everyone ******** and doing ***** of various sorts Valerie kind of disappeared leaving me all by myself with a bunch of people I didn't even know. Valerie and I were just one of the few white faces in the house. As a matter of fact I was the only white dude at the party and no one really wanted to talk to me. I felt very lonely but I was at least getting pretty ***** for free. I began to look around for my wife when I heard some rather loud strange noises coming from one of the rooms. I recognized Tahlea's voice and opened the door to find Valerie on her knees sucking Treys cock and Tahlea spanking her ass. Valerie's cheeks were bright red as she took Tahlea's commands to take all of his cock down her throat and damn Trey had a huge cock. I was standing there stunned when Valerie turned her head to see me and Tahlea ordered her not to look at me and to concentrate on that dick. She grabbed her by the hair pulling her mouth off of his dick ordering her to tell me how much she loved his big black cock. Valerie looked me directly in the eyes saying "I love his big black cock" the drool running down her chin. Tahlea told her to tell me what a black cock slut she is and Valerie sucked his dick again quickly then turned to me looking me directly in the eyes again and said "I'm such a fucking slut, I'm his fucking slut, I'm never going to fuck your tiny little dick again" and wen back to sucking his dick intensely with Tahlea spanking her ass hard. I just stood there with my jaw open not knowing what to say or do when all of a sudden, a large hand grabbed me by the throat from behind and kneed the back of my legs dropping me to my knees. This was a very large black woman who I didn't know at all that had me on my knees with her hand chocking me, her other hand grabbing a fist full of my hair she said "look at your wife whiteboy, she belongs to us now". She let go of my hair and smacked me in the face hard a few times in succession and then grabbed my hair again jerking my head up "Look at her, Look at what a BIG BLACK COCK SLUT SHE IS" smacking me around some more saying just look at her. Other people gathered around I was surrounded by mostly black men watching her suck Trey's enormous cock and making sure I didn't fight back against the woman that had me by the throat. Eventually they let me go kicking me out of the house but leaving Valerie there and all of the men were lining up to fuck her. They ran a train on my wife that night and Valerie enjoyed it. That was a Friday and I didn't see Valerie again for a couple of days but then early Monday morning, it wasn't even light out Valerie and Tahlea showed up while I slept in bed. Valerie straddled my face waking me up with a slap and lowering herself onto my mouth. I could taste the bitter flavor sex from her pussy. Tahlea was busy fastening a spreader bar on my ankles and then she started playing with my dick while Valerie grinded her pussy and ass on my face. This is the last time you will ever touch my pussy again Valerie said as her hips moved back and forth in rhythmic movement across my mouth and tongue. Tahlea got my cock hard and she was pouring baby oil on my dick while stroking it and playing with the head. At the very moment I was about to cum she squeezed the head of my penis clamping the urethra and with her other hand took he finger pushing down hard on the base of the urethra ******* the cum to back up into n my balls. When my cock settled down some she started stroking it and playing with the head again until I was about to explode and then she put the pressure on my dick the same way not allowing me to cum only to come close to ejaculation. She did this repeatedly and at one point I thought I was going to have a heart attack. Valerie stopped riding my face and just held my arms down as Tahlea continued. This was the most intense feeling I have ever felt and my head just thrashed from side to side as she worked her magic on my dick. I just stated shouting please let me cum please I'll do anything. Valerie looked at me with a smile on her face and questioned "Anything?" yes yes yes I'll do anything just please let me cum I screamed. The sun had come up and with Valerie setting off to the side holding my arms down I could now see Tahlea's face. Tahlea began to speak I am going to train you she said as she poured a generous amount of baby oil over my dick. Stroking my cock slowly driving me crazy she said I will let you cum today but you will be under my personal tutelage from now on and you will address me as your Goddess do you understand. Yes I said I'll do anything just please let me cum. She told me that I would experience pain and pleasure, that I would have to constantly prove myself worthy of her time and attention. While stroking me with one hand she began inserting her index finger down my urethra with the other hand, slowly pushing it in a little more with each thrust back and forth she said just breath, just breath. I watched as she ****** it all the way down past the knuckle when I felt the pop of expansion as her knuckle disappeared beyond the opening of my penis. Pushing it in and out while she stroked my cock with the other hand I could feel her finger nails cutting the inside of my penis. My eyes rolled up to the ceiling as I experienced this new sensation. She was fucking my penis vigorously with her finger and when she eventually pulled it all the way out I exploded with cum. Both she and Valerie laughed with delight. Valerie was actually clapping her hands. Tahlea scooped up a generous amount of cum off of my belly telling me to open my mouth, I hesitated at first but she said this cam from you and so I opened my mouth as she fed me my own cum. I noticed there was some ***** on the index finger understanding that her nail was actually cutting my insides. I also understood in that moment that it would sting to pee for a while. Valerie then explained that she would be moving in with Trey and Tahlea would be moving in with me until my training was complete or for as long as she wanted to keep me around. Then that large black woman from the party walked into the bedroom. Apparently she was a tattoo artist. She took out her kit and pushed my head to the side while she went to work. When done she showed me in a mirror that she had tattooed "Property of Goddess Tahlea on my neck visible to all. Next she opened up a case with a lot of jewelry and taking a large needle proceeded to pierce each of my nipples clasping a ring in each one, the she did the same thing to the head of my penis piercing and fixating a large ring through the whole soldering the wring permanently closed. She ordered me to open my fucking mouth and to stick my tongue out. Piercing my tongue she set a stud into it got up off of me and said that her work was done and just walked out of the room. To this day I don't even know her name. Tahlea had a pink dog collar in her hands fastened it around my neck and clasped a little padlock onto it letting me know that now all will see me as her property and that there was no going back. She explained to me that the edging would continue while my penis was healing and that I would not be allowed to cum as part of that training, she would only allow me to get close, that I needed the discipline. For the next couple of weeks each time she edged me she would remind me how no women had ever been faithful to me in my entire life because I was a wimpy beta male with a small white penis. That my training was designed for me to understand that actually no one man could ever satisfy all the various needs a woman has. That a woman needs several people in her life to satisfy those needs but for a submissive like me it was much better for that kind of person to devote himself to a confident strong dominant woman. That this would bring purpose and happiness to my life. That I would eventually come to know and accept myself for who I was always meant to be. That I would be tested to overcome obstacles emotional, physical and mental and that overcoming them would make me a stronger better person inside, that this was actually a spiritual journey. At this point I have accepted all of the to be the truth. In private I have learned to accept and serve her even when I am allowed to watch her have sex with others. She pushes my limits every day and I am growing. I have embraced the lifestyle 100%. In public I had to wear the collar and we went shopping at the specialty adult stores picking up restraints and other devices. She allowed me some input into chastity devices but most of the time it was just to taunt me and in the end before the purchase she would laugh at me saying you have no choices. Valerie eventually divorced me and Tahlea decided to marry me, mostly so that she could control my finances I suspect but on some level I just came to believe that she genuinely liked having me around. A personal conquest molding me and shaping me into her perfect vision of a cuckolded slave. Through her training and disciplins I have overcome my ********** and that I would do anything she would want me to do for her to prove and improve myself.

AS IT SHOULD BE!