pomd521
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First of all, i am and have been cucked for so many years that i truly have no recollection of a vanilla relationship. i became addicted to this lifestyle as a result of reading letters to Penthouse, Forum and Variations, and always became aroused when reading about cheating wives, Domme wives, cross dressing, bisexuality, and interracial sex. Please remember this was in the late 60's. my first experience was when a Black married man was seeing a white woman i knew well, and he was definately in charge in that relationship. They got me to join them at a Back club, and i was so darn excited seeing a number of whites who were obviously subservient to the Blacks they were with. It just was so obvious. A Black lady gave me her phone number on a dollar bill. i called her that very night, and took her out the next. When i picked her up, she introduced me to her lady and 3 year old mister.
i shared the above to help you understand where i came from. i tried to see her every day, and it would mostly be taking her mister to a playground or movie. She would not allow intercourse but would jerk me off and taught me to love eating her.
One day, i was out with her in the afternoon, and she asked if i would take her mister for the night, as her mom was away, and she had a date. Most men would have been crushed, but i was happy to do her bidding. The next morning, i ate my first cream pie, and yes, i became addicted.
i was in the army at the time, and got called on the carpet for having an interracial relationship, and of course i wimped out and broke it off.
i am getting old, and must have blocked this memory, but it came up the other day when discussing my history with my Wife and Her Black lover. my only shame was breaking off that relationship, but then it did cement my inferiority to members of he Black race
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