I've become like my ex-wife..I surrendered to black cock

yes a cockslapping with his precum soaking your face, probably more than you cum. you know when he cums you will swallow but it will probably overflow and drip off your chin all over you. your ex wife will want to see you dripping with his cum, and he'll still be ready to fuck her!
joguy

I just can't believe this is what I really want, but it is.......I guess I just want what she is getting too....a big, black cock. The cock of a real man.

It certainly is what I dream about now......certainly not about my ex-wife who is so fucking hot too....so thin and athletic, a real MILF with a belly button ring. I just want him. I want to worship him, and I want her to watch me do it. I want her to see him cum in my mouth.

I wonder if she has told her friends.....her sister?

would you like to have her sister watching too? watch you worship that big cock on your knees. do you think about that? having both watch. so humiliating! they should both see where you belong and where you want to be. maybe her sister will say " I told you he wasn't a real man!" as they both laugh. her sister and friends must know, or soon will.
joguy

You say, "It certainly is what is dream about now" - and as time goes by it is going to get more and more of a hold on all your thoughts - cos it IS what you want now. The more you fight it and rebel the more you will be overwhelmed so you know you dont really have a choice, do you? I suspect you feel bad about this in the times you are not feeling so hot and turned on - but many cucked white males have been there before you.

A cockslapping from your ex's black stud seems a normal progression - hell He will think nothing of it, just a natural thing to do to you. And yes, your ex will love to see that, a clear assertion of the true relationship between her stud and her wimpboi ex. And duh! what makes you think she has not told her sister and if not already soon her friends? You have no right to object anyway - she would only be telling them what is true, wouldn't she? And dont bet her stud will not at sometime have a good laugh with his mates about you. What right do you have now to have any problem with having your situation made known?

here's what you want, and what your wife and her stud know about you. I know you've seen this pic before and I know it gets you hot at the same time you're ashamed of wanting it. you probably have it saved on your computer.
joguy

joguy.....*Nods*.....Like I said earlier, it's like you can read my mind.

I have seen that picture and I have saved it.

I just need to accept that I have sucked cock, and will be sucking black cock for awhile now. My hot MILF ex-wife is with a black stud that I want too. Although I am ashamed, there is nothing I could do to fight my desire to fellate him - even if my ex-wife was there watching.

It will better if she is there, and you owe her that much. You're lucky she is willing to share his big black cock with you. When you are on your knees in front of him you should turn to her and thank her for allowing you to fellate him. Maybe she will make you beg for it. You couldn't give her what she needed, but now she's giving you what you need. I'm sure she will tell her friends and sister what a cocksucker she was married to. she probably won't really believe it until she sees it!
joguy

joguy......I owe her that much? How is that?

You are right though, I should thank her for letting me suck his cock. Allowing me to finally realize what I am - what kind of man I am.

It's clear that I couldn't give my ex-wife what she needed, isn't it?

don't you think you owe her something for sharing her stud's big black cock with you? you know its what you want and need, and she's willing to share. you should put on a show for her and her sister. let her see her cocksucking ex in action. wouldn't it be more exciting for you too?
joguy

amazing on how many (self appointed) experts on sexuality there are here. All too keen to pull the labels out of their pockets. Or is it just opinionated prejudices?

If I would have done that for exwife, she wouldn't be an ex.

It's been awhile and I thought it was behind me, but I received a text message from my ex-wife....it said that the youngren were at a friends house and that it was time for me to surrender to John in front of her....she texted......'U will lower ur mouth on 2 his penis, wont u? I want my hand on the back of ur head as his penis fills ur mouth'

I don't have any choice now, do I???

Sounds like a good situation. Your wife would be so proud of you. You know you will like showing her how you've learned to suck off a real man.

What choice, just enjoy.

Keep us posted. Maybe have wife take pics of you serving her bull and post pics.

no, you don't really have a choice. you know that you want it more than she wants to see it. take another look at that captioned pic posted up the page.
joguy

joguy.....How is it that you know my thoughts so well?

Yes, I want it more than she wants to see it. It's obvious now that I was unable to sexually satisfy her....that's probably one of the reamisters for the divorce. I was unable to give her what she needed. And now, she certainly has no sexual desire for me anymore, right?

I'm sure she'll say something the instant his penis enters my mouth willingly.......I'm just wondering what she will say???

I can't wait to hear what she says! I'm sure you've imagined it many times. what do you think she will say? Maybe, " Oh my god, I can't believe it! he really is a little cocksucker! and I was married to him, hahaha!"
joguy

Why is it that I want her to see it so much? It's not like I have any sexual desire for her anymore......it's all about him...his dominance and power

God, he is an alpha male

you just need to prove to your wife that she was right about you. you need to show that you realize his superiority to you by sinking to your knees in front of him and taking his man meat in your mouth to pleasure both of them. please the real man in the room, and also give your ex wife the sexual pleasure you never could before. at least she can be excited by your total offense.
joguy

Hell my wife makes me suck her Black lovers cock, and yes I like it, and yes she sometimes has the fuck me in the ass, and yes I like that to, while she is sucking my cock. and afterward when he has shot his seed deep in her pussy, I eat her pussy and lick up every drop of his seed. The she fucks me for the next 24 hr's none stop. So who is the winner?

Your Right! I'm a Alpha Male and would love to humiliate hubby in front of the wife!

Dallasbiwhitemale I agree. My wifes steady is white but I fellate him whenever we get together. My wife gets off watching mme on my knees kissing, licking 7 suckinghis cock. He loves the power of tellin gme how to suck him, pushing my head down than taking my wife in front of me and having me clean them after.
When we get home we fuck non stop. We all win!

Goddamn, it's like I'm reading about my own innermost black cock fantasies here.

I've sucked off my wife's current black bull almost nightly, as well as some of his black buddies. Him and one other bull have also fucked me up the ass, which I was really scared about but it turned out to be the best sex I've EVER had.

I can't help but wonder if my intial fantasy of seeing my wife getting fucked by a dominant black master was really just my own fantasy for myself: I am addicted to black cock. I have no desire to "do" other white men, but black men are a different story.

Divorced Cuckold
As angry and humiliated as I was when I first walked in on my hot young Korean wife getting blacked by a huge thick 12 inch cock, I was also turned on at the same time. I'm definitely not gay, but there was something about seeing this hung bull streching my wife's tight pussy wide open that made me realize that I don't even come close to stacking up against him and this made me want to get down on my knees and submit to his powerful cock. She has since cucked me and got me to do things I never thought possible...

I understand the kink of watching your wife having sex with black men.It's something that's somewhat unusual so, it's got that edge to it.However, I DO NOT understand this other crap that I'm reading here. Why would any male say that he'd want to do what you people are saying you want to do here? You can try to justify yourselves and you can attempt to "correct" my thinking and respond with some ridiculous comments ,but, I permisterally don't give a rip what you respond with. This is straight up Queer yak not cuckold! Save the bs comments!

I think that even lettting another guy suck your dick is kinda homosexual like.. not saying nothing is wrong with ti.. but a straight black man wouldnt let a white boi suck his cock... definately gay both of you
Go big or Go Home

I've been with my ex-wife's lover several times, and my ex-wife finally watched what happened.....It was like it didn't even matter that she was there watching.

I was already at his apartment making love to his big, beautiful black penis with my mouth when she used her key to come in.

His hand went to the back of my head when she walked in...There is nothing about her that I want now, it's him

we met a blk bi stud who penetrated me like a bitch. after that he was the only male in the house

valentine

Well, I can't see a gay white male sucking a straight black man's cock either....that description is only about sexual preference so, that's why that would only make sense. If he's a straight black man, I'm sure he's got plenty of females of any race that he would rather get a blow job from than a gay man.

What you're running into in here, is not about sexual preference....I don't think this will ever mean anything to you because, you are neither a dominant black man or a submissive white male. You clearly are not interested in hearing what this about from the dominant black men or submissive white men that understand it and enjoy it. No one needs to justify anything to you and no one is going to correct you either. You're comment was that you don't understand it....if someone explains to you why THEY enjoy it, that's not a justification, it's an explain as to why THEY enjoy it. It has nothing to do with you then needing to understand it the same way and begin enjoying it as well....no one's trying to tell you that you that's it's something you need to do....they're simply trying to explain to you what you said you don't understand.

I think when you say you don't understand it, what you're really saying is, it's not something you're into or enjoy. What they are trying to correct though , is YOU trying to define to them what THEIR sexual preference is just because YOU don't enjoy what THEY do and are *** to allow THEM to explain to YOU why THEY enjoy it. You would rather ignore them (or as you put it, don't give a rip) and instead tell them that's it about their sexual preference....what they think doesn't matter, only what you think matters....even though none of this applies to you because you're not into it nor are you a dominant black man or a submissive white man that might understand the attraction to it.

I'm not trying to be an asshole here but, that's pretty much the way you put it....read it yourself.....itkind of sounds like a temper tantrum....that's pretty unreamisterable of you considering they didn't ask for your opinion or ask you to understand it in the first place....you gave your unsolicited opinion and said you didn't understand it....If you're going to do stuff like that and have that kind of an attitude about it when you do maybe at the end you should put, "Please ignore this message, I'm just talking to myself and do not wish to actually talk to anyone about this, thank you".